you are my inspiration.

go back to the past

2011-12-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

quietly wishing things will be like before. all the if only thoughts can keep coming,but thoughts are just thoughts. if only the thoughts happened in reality. sometimes i wonder why didn't i pushed it harder to make all this not possible anymore. it's like really back to square one. like everything gotta start all over again. promises are back to empty,half-fulfilled again. really wished i didn't see all the things i didn't want to see. hate this part,re-building.

square one

2011-12-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

It's been a while hey. don't even know whose reading the blog already anyway!life's been real good so far,but nevertheless there's still low points.maybe let's talk about today,was pretty excited. all ready to start the life again,and probably high hopes and expectations,it's a contradict to whatever it was said on the recording. at first,it might seems great. but i would say things are back to square one hey. it's time for i think the most suitable word to use in this situation,rebuilding once again i guess. probably it will take a while. but will see how it goes for the next one week or so. hah. life's really like a roller coaster. 360 deg turn? probably. 2011's ending. 2012 is coming,i so wish it could be a year of goodness

once again. i wish for a getaway. make it a NEED.

another fast week.

2010-08-21T12:15:00.004+08:00

another week has past. means 1 week of YOG has past. cool.
hasn't been studying much this week. tests are coming up. zzz.
wed-met up with sheryl siow,went to SSC to get some stuffs. had lunch there. webcam with dumbdumb. headed for lifegroup at church basement,dinner at al-ameen. having lifegroup after 2 weeks of not having,is so good!
thurs-met up with gary,jon,ivan,darryl,shaun,yank and kristin. studied a little at cathay's starbucks. had dinner at pearl centre,wanton mee. caught step up 3 after that. AWESOME. really good show. monodeal at dhoby park after that.
friday-went to sengkang stadium to watch YOG hockey! finally caught a glimpse of the boys games. singapore played super good last night against pakistan!!! even though they lost. haha.

so today,church! can't wait for service. pastor gonna start on new series,want to hear it! :) can't wait can't wait!!! woohoo. can't wait for all this exams to end. so mum would stop nagging for me to study. zzzzzz.

let go,let God.

time is key.

2010-08-18T01:56:00.001+08:00

why am i feeling sad all over againnn.
RAHHH.

birthday

2010-08-18T01:36:00.003+08:00

18th birthday's over! yayyyy. had a great one with good company! :)
met up with sirbest,abby,spanks,don,darren and phillip for lunch at holland v's everything with fries. food was okayokay,but the company was good. haha.
monodeal after that at starbucks. great time of fun! 3 hours spent there playing!
cabbed down to city hall after that for dinner at shokudu with jer,jy,wh,jude,glenden,meng,nick,clarice and sheryl sng!
food was great. company was even better! hahaha.
they surprised me with the cake!!! hahaha. and thanks for the present guys! :)
played pool and marina square after that,took some photos! yayyy. it was just an awesome 18th :)
tml morning,accompanying sheryl siow to SSC. and she wants to pass me cake. haha. life group at night.

really gotta move on and focus on my studies. i just can't take it that i can't study. something's bothers whenever i study. sucks. gotta stop thinking about all those stuffs. single isn't that bad. but thanks for being so nice to meee. at least you tell me your situations and stuffs,totally understand. time to get ready for some revision.

complicated.

2010-08-16T12:09:00.003+08:00

last week of sch,just didn't end that well. only my classmates who turn up will know.
wed-sch was indeed bored and to think we have to end at 5 again. it very much sucks.
thurs-was looking forward to the end of sch. cause finally i could play floorball. went swimming during the 3 hour break. tanned! floorball was even better,funnn. kallang airport hawker for dinner! rushed assignments and presentation slides till 3!!!
fri-iss and care was bullshit lessons. cms presentation was good! i think i did well,went pass 5 mins,even though i had actually the least to say! thank God! street soccer at night. :)
sat-church. God is good,all the time.
sun-field soccer in the morning. played keeper! was really fun and good. but due to my height,hahaha. okayyy,dinner at jalan kayu with ivan,jon,gary,darryl,yank,youlim and kristin. monodeal after that!

YOG hockey today! yay. with jer,jy and vic. but it's girls match! dinner at sakura with the family for my bday :) can't believe tomorrow's my bday already. 18 years of life,well it just went pass so fast. and the blink of an eye,i think when i'm 19,i would be shocked that 18 pass by so fast.

i tried,but it doesn't seems to go away. that recent picture of you,you smiled so nicely. i want to wait for the next few nights,even if it's gonna be longer or later than usual,i'll just wait. even if i don't intend to talk to you,i'll just wait.

no more.

2010-08-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

it's time i should tell myself to really stop and don't keep going back in.
there's no way i could ever get in and come out smiling happy anymore.

time machine.

2010-08-11T01:04:00.003+08:00

had a great day on national day! overslept and miss prayer meeting.
had dimsum for brunch with the family.
and met up with jer,vic,meng,clarice and sheryl for fireworks!
short,but it was really greatttttt. had fun,hehe.
walked over to dhoby for rochor tau huey,yumyum before heading home.
back to school. first lesson was like less than half a class. very uncommon.
haha. school was as usual,mundane. but left during OFA.
caught SALT just now,with jer vic wanhao and jude.
superb show,quite easy to understand actually! SALT 2 is confirm will come out.

can't wait for this week to end. but friday got so many things dueee.
BEV assignment,CMS presentation and maybe ISS short presentation.
but on a positive note,thursday floorball with P9 at valhall. finally!
and soccer on friday with the usuals,gonna be funfunfun!

glad that you're happy. i'm happy. let's continue on now. maybe we should stay this way now. hope you like what i made!

takes time to change.

2010-08-09T01:10:00.004+08:00

church was great yesterday. praise and worship was so good!
praise report was timely. as long as we keep praying,God will be there for us.
even though there's still no answer,we just gotta keep praying.
God is just waiting for the right moment to step in and takeover. didn't went to my relative's house for dinner,instead went to lot 1 with lifegroup for dinner at kfc!
hahaha. we made so much noise but it was fun playing monodeal and another card game!
as for today,cut hair in the morning. spent like 3 hours there.
met up with yongsiong,jelicia and huijuan for lunch at arnold.
it was good,seriously. years since i last had it!
cabbed down to school for YOG event! woohoo.
seriously,one of the most fun event that i've taken part in!
even though,it's just standing around the track,seeing the torch passby.
it was the bonding time with the classmates,from the start to the end.
can tell that our class so much more bonded already mannn! woohoo.
went to simpang bedok for dinner,nasi pattaya. yumyum.
but still prefer AL-AMEEN's one. which is near church's one!!!
national day!!! HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :)
fireworks tomorrow!

it's always hard moving on just like that. but of course,sometimes i just can't help it,but just think and it's always painful when missing. time is the word i guess. only time can take all this away. it's just day one. i'm sure,slowly slowly,everything will go away. just gotta live life the hard way sometimes. just have to live and learn with it.

days of happiness.

2010-08-07T12:03:00.004+08:00

another week has past. true enough,no floorball,i feel weird.
kind of get more time to stay at home,but it's the kind of no floorball don't feel like staying home kind of feeling.
like want to keep going out to keep my boredom off.

monday-was good,s&w played basketball instead. BEV retest was easy. and homed together with pig :)
tuesday-stayed home in the day,was sick. but met ivan,jon,gary,yank,darryl and kristin for ivan's bday at night.
wednesday-another 8-5. went to find mum and dad,head home after that.
thursday-was released at 2. but SSG was bored,so we stayed in school. collected YOG tickets for hockey. yeahhh. stayed on until 5,till we finally left. and glad,sharon,yashi,jelicia and me headed to marina square just acia to chill. haha. 4 girls 1 boy,but it was really funny!
friday-interschool floorball,my third first-placing finish for this whole year,and it all has ITE on the medals. went out with pig for lunch,headed home and out to NUS for the first olympic flame to hit SINGAPORE! the whole event was like NDP,but it was super coool. nice fireworks and stuffs! head home with jer,jy,glenden,clarice,kiki and py!

that's my one whole week. now for a 3 day weekend.
can't wait for service today. feeling so disconnected from God this whole week.
keep asking God,am i doing the right thing? but really couldn't recognise His voice.
but it doesn't take one service to hear from God,it takes all those QT's that i need to do,to really hear God's word clearly.
last week of school coming right up. and o levels are coming.
have to just keep pressing on,even if i need to go through all this by myself.
God,please help me.

i really don't know what to do at times. i keep on pondering why. and when i see and met up with you ytd,i felt happy but all of a sudden,really down. maybe i'm selfish,but i just feel this whole ordeal really tough. so hard to come by. it gives me the feeling that i'm waiting for something that might not even happen. but i just don't blame you,knowing you've got your own problems.

this ain't going anywhere,i need to stop it before i'm all over it.

through.

2010-08-01T09:52:00.003+08:00

oh yeayyyyy. it's so early in the morning and i'm up.
kinda lazy to travel for clementi,but oh wells,it's the last game of the season man!
gonna give my best in the this game against hurricanes.
shall study after that like what i promise pig! hahaha.
BEV re-test tomorrow. sucks bodoh.
because of that i can't go and play soccer tml with the church!
but s&w resumed tomorrow to our own free time,after 7 weeks of skipping!
hopefully we play floorball man. wanna see gladys play!!! HAHA.
i'm sure this coming weeks till o's gonna be boring cause of studying,studying and STUDYING.
i'm sure i will miss floorball. hahaha.
wish me luck peeps! :)

can't imagine now it's so little days only,but i've already need to make decisions. but sometimes,you really leave me speechlessly happy. i really wish more of those happiness.

time comes.

life so far.

2010-07-31T00:39:00.003+08:00

Life so far cannot be better.
God's certainly working so much in my life.
floorball been winning medals!
ITE POLITE CHAMPS! however,for moosemen.
it's like the way around. though we survived div 1 but then again,it's bad results for the season.
oh wells,i'm already halfway through my first year of SM.
been really doing well. but sometimes life in school can really get mundane.
but for now,God,o levels,you and family are my priorities.

chill and lepak for now.

new school.

2010-04-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

seems like i'm so busy that i've to keep to one week one post!
and it's like on sunday,then i have time to post!
let's take a look at my week!
monday-orientation was really boring. games was ....... no comments at all. well,at night met up with jer,cling and mich. headed to ikea for dinner!
tuesday-orientation again! equally boring man. MM trg was that good either for me. tireddd.
wednesday-was really tired by wed. orientation again,but ended school early. had discipleship at khatib macs,and farewell dinner with cling with LG at somewhere near church!
thursday-finally get to start on some lessons. the whole day was relatively good. went to the airport and sent cling off to aussie! town with the usuals to get vic present.
friday-awaiting for school to end! took 31 down to east coast for soccer! goodgood. went to PP for dinner at toby's to cleebrate victor's bday!
saturday-spent time with my lovely God and LG! :)
sunday-celebrated grandmother bday at seafood international restaurant at east coast! :) city hall to meet jer,gary,jy and vic.

all in all,it was just a simple but very tiring week.
guess it's time to focus on studies and rest time for this coming week!
AND ALSO GOD. really need time for Him,it's a MUST.
well,ite trg and MM trg on tuesdays!
discipleship and meeting small group for dinner at casuarina curry on wed!
ite trgs on thurs. school having some telematch on friday.
and CHURCH on sat! :)
i really wished for a good week! need more time to study really!
alright,shall blog again! :)

the Love that You have given to us.

last week before new school starts!

2010-04-11T20:30:00.003+08:00

school starting tomorrow! 50% looking forward,50% not looking forward.
well,this week's been busy week. last few gatherings and stuffs with everyone before school starts.
let's see what i've been doing for the past week.......
last sunday-had dinner with family and taste of thai. bought shorts and 3/4 pants for school.
monday-went to cling house with jer,jy,meng,glenden,dotty. practically slacked and do some catcing up. dinner at amk.
tuesday-went to school trg. should be last trip there already! moosemen trg after that. wanted to skip it,but it was the best trg ever seriously.
wednesday-soccer at cage with the usuals. city hall for some shopping. discipleship at yew tee point's ljs with jason,weiguang,jer,jy and meng.
thursday-sentosa!!! although didn't played much soccer or vball. but it was really good catching up cum slacking! celebrated clarice bday at night at vivo rooftop.
friday-project revival! it was good. although i preferred last year's one. dinner with the usuals at night at town.
saturday-church! was a-w-e-s-o-m-e. heard from God,and felt God presence during service. it was the best service i ever went to. dinner with lifegroup at ramen ramen. celebrated wilson and clarice bday at the same time! headed to tea party for scones! some stuffs cropped up while on the way there. but the scones was not bad. :) 852 and took last train at khatib!
sunday-more of slacking at home. supposed to go and buy shoe,but in the end white track shoes are allowed for school tml!

well,hopefully school's gonna be great. new environment,new friends!
going to queensway ikea with jer,cling and mich tml evening for dinner.
i believe school will be good,gonna let God take control! :)

Glory Hallelujah.

times like these.

2010-04-04T01:44:00.003+08:00

had a lot of fun yesterday during soccer. EVEN THOUGH,we play all lose all.
HAHAHA. okay,that's sucks. lol!
met up with jervis and sheryl siow in the evening together with the usuals for dinner.
then we played primary school games at some nearby playground. HAHA.
today P9 had match against MJC. won 7-4. grats guys.
tough match next week,against victoria. whatever it is,i believe P9 gonna give their everything for it.
had lunch at lot one's pastamania with the team. then serene and her siblings came and give me and jerome a ride to church!
missed pre-service prayer by like 2/3 mins! but service was really good.
God wants us to give us that little fear,so to allow us to step out of our comfort zone.
and you will be amazed by what God will reward you. :)
small group with jason,xavier,jerome and mengchao. was great,shared so much,but really felt so much peaceful.
went to jon house in the night. caught manu and chelsea. well,chelsea won 2-1.
but there are still 6 more games,anything can happen :>
shall head to bed. someone's coming back on monday ah! HAHA.

Amazing God.

hard times.

2010-04-02T00:49:00.003+08:00

the past few days was rather good. stay home monday.
learn a lot of defending stuffs from filip during tuesday moosemen trg.
soccer on wed morning to early afternoon. dinner with jason,weiguang,jianyi and the four of us at casuarina curry.
great place,love their pratas! i believe they are the best at pratas lah.
had discipleship lesson there after dinner. was great really.
the lesson really allows me to know that God wants to see us growing in our Christian faith. awesome stuffs.
mengchao house to stayover with jer,wanhao,jon,jianyi and yinghui to catch barcelona vs arsenal.
final score 2-2. slept at 6 plus! hahaha. crazy night,really!
today went to orchard to shop! didn't get myself anything. but saw so many things i want!!!
but money.... siannn. oh wells,can't wait for tomorrow lah.
cut hair(finally!),soccer with the usuals and the soccer boys from Aspiration! :)
guess i better catch some sleep. in need of it badly.

i've to make it perfect,but no one is perfect.

amazing love.

2010-03-28T11:32:00.003+08:00

sorry for not blogging. i was enjoying my holidays before school start!
so,officially i'm posted to ite simei business studies(sports management)! hahaha.
long story,i almost couldn't get in. but God indeed changes my life.
for the past few saturdays,i've been attending jianyi's church.
i'm pretty sure,i'll be attending YI for the rest of my youth! haha.
and guess what! i'm playing for moosemen in div 1 this season. awesome stuffs.
God has certainly turn things around for me.
From things that i really don't expect myself to be in,i'm in it! and it wasn't too bad either!
april 12! school starting! going to have a blast,that's for sure.
though,it'll be weird to see your friends all at polys. i'm sure we are still the close friends we are,be it 2 or 5 years down the road.
it's a new transformation in our lives,and i believe it'll be a great one!
okay,soccer with churchmates later. and P9's game at cck against SIM Titans at 8pm! adios!

my God is amazing!

confidence.

2010-01-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

i know a lot of people wouldn't want to be in a position i'm in now.

well,this might be the really last option that i could even have hope in it.

beside this,i really don't know what else more can i expect myself to face.

being sick at the same time,is really discouraging. but i believe,this what God wants me to learn.

and this can only make me a stronger person. this is just one of the low moments in life.

i believe there are more to come,but if i can tackle this problem with God,nothing is impossible.

but for now,the really last option is really to go back phs and retake o's.

and i know,no matter how people,for example the lecturer from some school is trying to push my confidence level to a all-time low,i know i can't.

i must have that faith in God. i must believe that,there's still a way out for this.

life goes on,cliche but ain't it true?

end this post with jeremiah 29:11.

reality.

2010-01-12T09:38:00.004+08:00

been around a week since i last post. been quite busy anw.
genting was really cool,i believe many have seen the photos on facebook.
so i shall let the photos do the talking then.
saturday first game for P9 was great. they won SIM 8-4. congrats.
sunday have a great time watching invictus with shaun,jon,cling and wilson.
really insipiring show.
yesterday,yup o's results release. was really disappointed by my results.
but still,i was the one who didn't play my part in studying really hardcore when other does.
i'm responsible for what i had get now. but for now,i've to rely on God and i know He will bring me out of this crucial period.
the last few alternatives,are really the last few i can look to. this week really gonna be crucial for me.
anw,heading to meet the guys later on. wilson,i believe you can do it! there are defintely courses out there for you,so smile! :)
i will blog again,i guess. cheers people!

i know i'm failed many people this time round.

sentosa!

2010-01-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to swim with jer and vic. went over to valhall,wanted to change blades. but will arive in 2 weeks time.
tim bought exel chill. sadly,the double curve hasn't arrived,but it's sold 300 bucks in sweden,imagine it being sold in SG. haha.
met jon and shaun at chongpang. dinner and lepak a bit.

today was really funnn! met up with everybody,had macs at harbourfront centre and headed to sentosa.
really very little people today. but the sad thing,the soccer goalpost goneee! what the shit man.
we were all expecting the goalposts to be there.
in the end,went over to water to play! LOL. played frisbee,soccer,basketball too.
overall,it was pure fun. tanned like maddd. but i love it! hahaha.
went over to vivo to have our so called lunch cum dinner for me. headed home around 6 plus.

genting tomorrow baby. THIS IS GONNA BE SO FUN. hahahahaha.
gonna bring laptop over,but then don't think have time to blog! will try.
don't think i'm sleeping till 4 plus! but even if i am,gonna sleep for like 2 hours? hahaha.
alright people,shall blog again! :)

you know,i know,everyone knows.

tired

2010-01-05T00:36:00.001+08:00

I'LL BLOGGG TOMORROW. TIRED.

brace yourself.

2010-01-04T01:04:00.003+08:00

old dogs was really funnny. one of the best shows ever. hahahaha!
met jerome after work today,homed together. haha.
swimming tomorrow and heading to buy floorball stuffs.
can't wait for genting baby. pure funnn!
for those,who are starting school tomorrow. have fun!
my first time,for the first 11 years that i never start school in early jan.
which is really weird,for me lah!
floorball ivp is starting on 11 jan! gonna catch some hot action man.
going to sleep soon!!!

challenges. i love that.

600th post!

2010-01-03T15:04:00.003+08:00

yesyes,it's the 600th post. basically,i've never change my blog link,since sec 2 i think?
and among this 4 years,i blogged only 600 posts. pathetic,yes no? haha.
yesterday was more of a relax day. wait,everyday is a relax day lah.
but yesterday was like really lepak. LOL.
went to ICA building with jon and wilson early in the morning. and guess what,we spent less than 5 mins inside there. haha,i'm lazy to type the whole process out.
went to army market to eat casandra's father chicken rice. and cabbed down to yishun.
we really lazy to walk back to the mrt station,you see.
met jude,gary and shaun. swimming at safra! was really slackkk. but i mean compared to swimming at yck,it was more fun.
head over to shaun's house. dinner and homed after that.

miss church today. it's gonna sound stupid. i woke up at 8 and decided to sleep for another 5 mins. and that 5 mins turn out to be a hour. therefore,result in missing church.
going to meet adeline to catch old dogs? haha. can't wait for this coming week! funfunfun.
monday-hopefully,buying blade with jerome and tim and maybe gary. and the fixtures gonna release for div 3!
tuesday-sentosa!!!
wednesday to friday-GENTING baby.
saturday and sunday-one of the days,div 3 gonna start.

results coming out the following week. and party hard nowww people! especially DPA students(HAHA).
for now,just enjoy my friends. :D

1st day of 2010!

2010-01-02T02:06:00.003+08:00

alright,let's see. my 1st day of 2010. was pretty cool.
had picnic at east coast park with family and relatives.
felt bad leaving early man. really wanted to bond more with my cousins and nephew!
anw,met gary,jon and derek at city hall. got the box for raymond.
didn't eat with the big group,as the dinner was way beyond some of our budget.
went to the foodcourt with gary,jon,ivan,and jude for dinner.
went over to haji lane,wanted to shisha. but then got a raid recently,so it was a no-no for both the owner and for us.
seriously,can't wait for aug 17! where most of the things,i can be legal to do!
went over to some prata place at bugis,lepak there.
almost missed the last train home,had a nice run over to city hall mrt from bugis. LOL.
so that's how i spent my 1st day of 2010. pretty awesome huh?

tomorrow gonna accompany jon over to ICA building to extend his passport date.
after that,swimming at most likely yishun safra after that. maybe having dinner with jer?
can't wait for the genting trip next wed! hehehe. smartfriend,did i made you jealous! HAHA.
sunday,meeting adeline for dinner. monday,should heading to valhall with jer and tim to buy new unihoc blade. tues,SENTOSA!
gonna be a busy january till school starts. alright,bedtime. must wake up at 8 tml. DANG.

let's move on.

2010!

2010-01-01T04:00:00.003+08:00

first and foremost,HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody! it's 2010 man.
finally 2009 is gone. while,got back from vane's house 45 mins ago. everything was okay?
didn't drank a lot today. haha. but in anyway,it's got to be an awesome year right?
no way,2010 is gonna be like 2009! NO WAYYY. if it's like 2009,i might as well,kill myself. lol.
hopefully,the new environment i'm going to,gonna be a great one.
and all the old friends,we'll defintely keep ourselves in contact huh.
okay,i'm tired already lah. i want to go and sleep already.
Goodnight! and have a great start to the first day of 2010!

this might just be the first and the last.

New Year's Eve

2009-12-31T18:14:00.003+08:00

Yay! it's new year's eve people. and finally blogging after 2 mths of absence here. haha.
life's been really boring after o's. and everyday i've been finding friends to go out.
well,it worked out quite well. no job=find friends go out+boring life.
but in another sense,when people asked me out for events and stuffs,i am available! :D
hahaha. but no income,that's the WHOLE MAIN POINT.
but 2009 is ending. which is good! lol. hasn't been one of those good years like 2008.
2008 was certainly the best ever year ever man. awesome to the max.
so let's see,2009. there's just some few good things. which is! haha.
going to korea with combined schools! been able to have friends like jer,jon,shaun,gary,wh,cling and many many more alright! (people who i didn't list down here,not because you are not important,there's just too many!)
some little happy moments are just too many to state down,but am happy for this God-sent moments.
my new year resolutions,put down the bad past and bring the good awesome past over to the new year! and start the year on a bright note. 2010's gonna be a really really great one,i believe.
i'm 18 baby! hahaha. legal to do almost 80% of stuffs. which is wonderful. haha.

let's take a look on what's the plan for january!
-genting trip(6-8 jan)
-div3 start(9/10 jan-unknown)
-o's results release(11-13 jan one of the days)
-farewell for cling(nothing's confirm)
-school start/cling's leaving for aust(18jan)

for now,these are the upcoming things for jan! well,for people who still do not know which school i'm going to.
i'm going to NYP,sports and wellness management. business course,in fact. andandand,that's provided i get 26 or below for o's.
hopefully lah. haha. and yes,i'm gonna stuck in yio chu kang for another 3 more years. but oh well,it's near to my house and this is the first on my list course! so who cares.
going to have dinner soon! and meeting adeline at 8,for new year countdown! supposingly going to vane's house with ivan and vic for countdown party man,mum didn't allow. ZZZ.
alright,shall blog again soon!

when i'm with you,i'll make every second count.

o's.

2009-10-31T19:47:00.004+08:00

was feeling really bored from all those studying.
1 month since i last blog! hahaha. the last time i blogged was the first day of oct.
and today is the last day of oct! haha.
happy halloween everyone! hahaha. in the midst of o's now.
this month has been really really tiring.
mentally and physically. well more to the mental side.
and another month has pass. one more year of our life is going to be gone soon.
and soon,we will be poly and then to work and blah blah blah.
and we will meet God one day. defintely we will. :)
chem and ss on monday. zzz. next friday can be our self-declared end of papers.
don't know why,i have this super want to go church feeling now.
wonder what's install in the upcoming chapters of Hosea. ohya,jordan preaching tomorrow.
haha. seriously going to abandoned all my books after next next wednesday. it will be awesome.
well,for know. back to the books.

it's hard to cope.

2009-10-01T23:09:00.003+08:00

been a really boring week.
monday-school was ever boring. lunch at market. night study with miss chee.
tuesday-school was still boring. swensens ice cream buffet at ion orchard immediately after school.
wednesday-skipped school. tution at night.
thursday-got a dry run of the award ceremony that will be held during grad day ceremony. school was really a waste of time. kfc for lunch. swimming with jer,vic,jon and shaun.
grad day tomorrow. am i excited,i got no idea.
i just can't wait for 30 bucks nike voucher! hope i get eagles,but it's just hope only. LOL.
so many plans tomorrow. but i am looking forward to study with miss chee and bingyao,seriously i don't know why. lol.
but the thought of going to poly already,seems to be like a tomorrow thing.
it's so tough to be a 16 or 17 year-old kid. so depressing. fine,i better go catch some sleep.

last week of school! officially!

2009-09-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

this gonna be another wordy post. lol. bear with me.
tomorrow is the last monday i am gonna spend as a normal student having school on a proper school day.
hahaha. i am going to miss PHS. i am going to miss my secondary school life. i am going to miss the friends that have journey with me. i am going to miss the teachers that have taught me.
there's so many things when you really reflect back in the 5 years in school,that i have missed out missing about.
well,i am not really gonna dedicate this post. probably on friday,i will specially typed it out.
but for now,is enjoying our last moments as a PHS student.
though i am really sick and tired of 5 years in secondary school.
wednesday morning was awesome. running with victor,before jerome joined us for swimming. wednesday night was shit.
thursday science mcq. soccer and swimming after that. everyone was awesomly hit by sunburnt.
friday,took back results. i gotta say,i am flunking my prelims 2 for sure. macs for lunch,jon house after that for fifa 2010!
had night study with bingyao and miss chee. went back to find jer,wh,vic and meng for dinner.
saturday,studied at amk macs with jer,gary and meng. cling came to find us for a while.
today was really tiring. i don't know why. church in the morning.
went to jon house to slack with shaun. went to amk macs to study for a while before they head to watch phobia 2,while i headed home.
F1 was really awesome. hamilton won the race from the start man. rosberg super unlucky lah. glock did well! hahahaha.
don't feel like taking back the rest of my results anymore. my best two subjects already.....
alright,shall head to bed. ice cream buffet on tuesday! hopefully,can go.

lost of times,i want to travel.

1 more month!

2009-09-23T00:45:00.004+08:00

been really lazy and no time to blog for the past week. that's one of the reason that i didn't want to change to tumblr.
though eveyone say it's really much more simplified blogging,the thought of blogging sometimes turns me off. lol.
which turns out that,i am like blogging twice or thrice a week. LOL.
anw,colours was great. sports school sent their whole school there. craziness. imagine all the red jackets there...
studied at amk macs on saturday with jer and meng.
went to visit the peranakan museum on sunday after church with jer,shaun and meng.
haha,the museum is small but it was quite fun. (: esplanade lib was closed,so studied at raffles city bk. jon's house for manu and mancity match after that.
senotsa on monday. woohoo. been long time since i last went. got one year plus already.
frisbee,beach soccer,looking at 'hot girls'.
funnn! dinner at the hawker opposite harbourfront centre.
today went for the medical checkup at SATA woodlands. at civic centre.
think maybe no people,that's why the checkup was really fast. haha. studied at woodlands lib and home around 5.
swimming tomorrow morning with jer,vic,jy and meng. i think i am going to run before heading for swimming. need to get those legs running once again! :D
ahhh,there's school on friday. wth. last min decision from the school. one week more and we graduate! WOOHOO.

hold it tight,before you lose it once again.

colours!

2009-09-18T10:08:00.004+08:00

hohoho. today is friday already. another week gonna past. it's like 5 more weeks to O's! haha.
yay. seriously can't wait to end. anw,yesterday was the so-called last paper!
though there's still science mcq next thursday. hahaha.
monday went over to market to eat and headed home. was feeling sick so didn't went to find miss chee at night.
tuesday went over to abby house for a while. haha. wanted to study,but played psp there in the end.
wednesday was a tiring day. swimming in the morning before heading back to school and to victor house afterwards. tution at night. exhausted.
thursday was another equally tiring day. poa papers in the morning. went to bishan to collect our free floorball balls. before heading to town. hahaha.
TODAY. YES. colours award is today. i know i said it's on 25th on the previous post. but they changed it to today!
woohoo. shiok man. really long since i get awards. ahhh. hahahah.
know why am i up so early,cause i am going to swim in the morning first. LOL.
alright,gonna go prepare already! byeee.

time,distance,i don't know why.

back to school.

2009-09-13T22:26:00.004+08:00

this is the last time i am going to say 'back to school' for the last time in my uniform school days life.
hahaha. feel kinda of sad though. last year wearing school uniform. chem paper tomorrow!
guess what,i have been concentrating on thursday poa papers so much that,i totally didn't care about my chem(even though i keep reminding mysdelf to).
not good at all mannn. but i am going to study in the morning tomorrow for some last minute revision.
hope it helps. haha. can't wait for 25th sept! taking colours award at RP! :D
very long never meet naz and chat lahhh. hahaha. and o's getting nearer. and the fear is gone.
like the fear of taking o's. probably n's helped us overcome our fear. hahaha.
now,all i hope is that,faster get over with o's. that's where my new phase of life begins!
it's like you are going school without your school uniform. LOL.
okay,i better go sleep early tonight! :D

i found happiness in you.

great.

2009-09-12T11:46:00.003+08:00

another few days of not blogging. i think i really want to give up on blogging already. lol.
nvm,at least i got something to blog about.
we head over to victor's house on wednesday. the field that we kick soccer when we were in sec 1 and 2,has now been re-developed into a new housing building. wahlau.
stayed at his house till 8 plus,gave tution a miss,and parents came over to fetch me.
stayed at home on thursday. went to abby's house yesterday!
had prayer and worship session before they prepared to go over for their performance!
went home,at night met up with shaun,meng,roy,jy,melody and her bf,bernice,stella and friends. LOL.
deliverance won! wooohooo. they cheated the prize money leh. 6000 become 1500! hahaha.
today going to study with jerome and adeline at cine's gloria jeans i think.

there's are so many possibilities out there,but why am i resoluting to only one?
if in everything we do,we could see the green light. how easy could it be.

2009-09-08T11:44:00.002+08:00

my current twitter profile background!

wayward.

2009-09-08T11:29:00.003+08:00

it's been going to be almost a week since i last blog.
really worn out for the past few days. glad that there's always a week of holiday before and after june holidays.
well anw,friday we celebrated jon's birthday at night. it was great except one part. haha.
saturday was studying at macs and dinner with pok and jerome.
went home after dinner and headed to jerome house to stayover.
victor was supposed to come,but he overslept. lol. i thought the england match very exciting,turn out to be......
slept around 4 but woke up before 5! lol. continue to watch tvvv. roddick vs isler at US open.
freaking exciting! can't believe roddick actually lose. but the isler,freaking tall giant with a big serve.
watched argentina vs brazil,and cling,jy,meng and vic came over too. at least the match,more action. 3-1 to argentina.
went home and sleep. met up with jer and cling for dinner at orcahrd. ion freaking biggg and nice.
touchscreen directory! LOL. jy and meng joined us after that. xingwang cafe for dinner!
ahhh,was having stomachache throughout the whole night. saw pearlin at the havaianas shop! she was working there! hahaha.
yesterday was soccer day. after dinner at night,bought a k-swiss watch with mum at amk hub! :D
studying at amk macs later with jer,cling,jy and meng. alright then!
should i change to tumblr? everybody changing and they asked me too. but i sared very troublesome only.

i want to see many stars in the sky.

take a break.

2009-09-03T22:39:00.004+08:00

7 papers down and 6 more and 1 practical more.
glad that,papers are almost over. o's come and faster finish.
i rather we get over it now man. don't like to waste so much time here and there.
today was the most torturous and exhausting day. 3 papers in a day,starting from 8-10,10.30-12. and ending with 2-4.30.
but there's two more,bio and geog tomorrow. which i think i will flunked badly. guess what,i am still not studying now.
but i think i will go revise a bit on bio after this post. geog will be,i know i answer,i don't know i try to answer or don't answer. LOL.
i hope i will improve in prelims 2. like okay,every subject improve 2 or 3 grades.
there's a chance. okay,but i don't want to think to the extent that i will do till what i expected.
okay,shall head to bio now.

dan,it's prelims.

2009-09-01T21:51:00.005+08:00

the officially last exams we are taking as school papers,officially started last friday and the 2nd and 3rd one is coming up tomorrow!
i sound so excited,lol. okay,i am super dead already.
taking a break from all those notes. seriously,ss can go die. why must we learn ittt?
i seriously cannot memorise anything,i tried almost all the ways.
just hope that i can get the sbq marks. sbq must score lah,if my essay like shit already.
yes,next week is september holiday. going to catch the proposal next week.
i know it's kind of late to catch it,but for this past two weeks,the furthest mrt station i go is bishan. haha.
you can somehow know why i am watching the show so late. don't have time mannn.
aiya,i better go continue study already.

hilarious.

boredom.

2009-08-31T23:53:00.004+08:00

teachers day celebration was rather good,something different from every year,except for the cut cake and best teachers and stuffs.
school ended earlier than we were told to. amk macs for breakfast.
headed home to sleep. but i keep on procrastinate and i slept around 5 plus! woke up at 8 plus!
super good sleep. tomorrow will be chionging ss and maths already.
saw lots of floorball videos of the sweden leagues and the past few wfc.
super awesome,how i wish i could go there and play. a dream that i really want to accomplish.
but for now,i think i am going to sleep again! and back to books.

longing for something that will change your life,that's you Jesus.

true worshippers!

2009-08-31T00:21:00.002+08:00

TRUE WORSHIPPERS! the first song called all things new! the second song called Alleluia to Christ the Lord!

cavern house!

2009-08-30T23:33:00.004+08:00

missed church as i woke up at 9.30 today! wth. i really wanted to go church todayyy. ): stayed home today. felt very very very relax. never study today,feel like just slacking!
well,actually another reason is,i don't really can study at home. but i will try.
cause when the exams are nearing,i don't get to like go out to study everyday.
dinner was great! at cavern house! i think it's spelt like that,carven,cavern? hmmm,i think it's cavern. aiya,short-term memory...
but anw,their steak is good. their pasta,awesome. it's called something del muna or del mar.
i went to the sembawang one,quite ulu. but clarke quay and some place called arrizo i think.
atmosphere was awesome,like a pub kind of atmosphere.
i post the pictures tomorrow,have to figure out,how to upload this pics from my brother phone,which i am currently using.
haha. teacher's day celebration tomorrow. kind of pointless to go,but still have to.
God's signaling me something,but i don't quite get it. what is it? hmmm.

let the days go on.

long break.

2009-08-29T23:02:00.005+08:00

been too lazy to blog. twitter seems to be taking over blogger(okay,for me though).

well,studied at amk macs today. sorry guys for not joinning for dinner!

have been really in the poa mood. suddenly feel that poa was actually not that difficult at all. lol.

prelims started yesterday. english. hope i can get at least a C5 or B4.

gonna have a self-proclaimed 4 day holiday break,starting from today.

cause monday we still have to go back school for teacher's day celebration till 10.30.

maths and ss on wednesday. i think i will die lah. cannot have two subjects of this kind at the same time.

if it was given,maths and probably chinese or english,can lah! but maths and ss,no wayyy.

o's also the same i think! danggg.

ordered the class photos and floorball photos. memories~ haha. ohya,our class took a class photo in class for our class,shall post it up! :D

the class tee will be quite unique from other classes. :D

okay,time to go sleep early and get up for church tomorrow!

i wanna see the stars in the skyyy now.

personality.

2009-08-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

i flunked oral conversation. which i think i should really go die because of that.
i don't know why,i was so not nervous at all.
you can ask stella. i was joking with her while waiting for our turns. haha.
but when i faced the examiners,totally blahhh.
well,now i can only focused on papers and do well on it!
tution was great today. finally cleared 80%of my doubts already. satisfied! plus today got pretty girl during tution,came for make up lesson i think. woo. lol.....
ss sbq test tomorrow,SIAN. must copy ss bonding singapore. i want die already.
die of revising all the topics. okay,i better go back to copying.

keeping alive.

busy with exams.

2009-08-24T21:56:00.004+08:00

don't find it weird,if i am posting lesser now. prelims 2 starts this friday.
saturday was studying and movie day. caught where got ghost with the group.
freaking funny lah the whole show. hahaha. but not really worth the ten bucks i paid for!
studied at amk drive thru macs after that till 11. was quite productive,managed to complete 3/4 of my maths tution homework.
sunday,church. great sermon. we need to be full of Jesus but not full of our ownself.
homed after that. had a great sleeeep in the afternoon.
today school was normal. english oral for the usuals seems to be difficult.
but oh well,leave everything to God now guys! especially,jerome. haha.
late lunch at amk hub foodcourt. andersen ice cream for desert,is yumyum. :D
back to school for poa with miss chee and bingyao. and did english oral with mrs ho,aihui and soomin. homed at 9.

english oral on wednesday. prayed for me man. i want to play floorball. suddenly have that feeling again.
i know a bit weird lah,the timing now to play. but the temptation is there man...

none but Jesus.

hold me.

2009-08-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

short post today. been a really tiring and bad week. but glad it's over. i am sleeping in early tonight. movie and studying day tomorrow. end off with a new song lyrics from hilsong. it's called we the redeemed.

There is nothing like your love
No exchange for all you gave
To be welcomed into life
So I could know a love that saves

Now forever to belong
To walk with you for all my days
There's no greater love than this
You are the Author and the way

PRE-CHORUS:This is the sound of the redeemed
Rising up to praise the King
Our hope is in you
This is the sound of the redeemed
Rising up to praise the King

CHORUS:Singing glorious, glorious One
You have saved us
Honour and power and praise to the Saviour
You are the answer, You are the answer

You come with power, come with fire
As we lift your name on high
And join with all the saints to sing
Bringing honour to the king

We the redeemed, hear us singing
You are holy, You are holy

God will never ever fail us.

carrying on.

2009-08-19T23:33:00.004+08:00

school was super boring as usual lah. lol.
chapel was great today. love that glenn lim guy who preach about his life. though it's a short part only,but certainly it was truly amazing.
really told me that,we shouldn't regret doing wrong stuffs at the anytime in our life.
God is in us,to guide us through all the tough moments we experience.
and all we need,is just to put our trust in Him. He will give us the never before kind of experience. Amen!
well,C6 merit for chinese o's. so obvious,i would retake it. and i am so going to work hard for it now.
it's like 95% i am going to accept the DPA offer. it's by God's grace that i can have this DPA offer.
the chance of going over to korea to play,is already a major morale booster.
being selected into DPA is just another good offer. i want to inspire people,young people in the future,like how the speaker do.
it will be a big achievement in my life,that if i manage to touch one person,many lives will be touched too.
Thank God for everything man! :D
boring aces day tomorrow,but i am just wanting to live life to the fullest now.
no regrets on anything. it's time to battle with our enemy,and that's satan.
with GOD on our side,everything is possible. (:

we the redeemed!

let it out,everything.

2009-08-18T23:14:00.003+08:00

school was shit,totaly shit. lessons were like so bad that i want to sleep every lesson and it will really turn you off for studying.
was hoping for after school to come. went to kfc for lunch.
walked back to school and studied there. well,more of a talking session.
went to run with glenden at 6 like that.
vic,wh,jude,nick,jon went along too. lol. blister painful after running.
tomorrow is the release of o's chinese results.
i am wondering now,is this week a week of sorrows or a week of happiness that i should rejoice in.
got back the DPA results today. well,more or less predicted it.
yup,nyp's sports and wellness management. but you know,half of my heart is with early childhood. and there comes the painful consideration till 21 august.
tomorrow o's chinese. now suddenly i got a feeling i will do badly. which i think doesn't makes me look at how i would expect this week gonna be.
total shit week,for now. enough of ranting. i should focus in my studies and God.

Jesus,please come to me now. i so need You.

birthday!

2009-08-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

birthday today was great! :D haha. thanks for all the people who wished me!
the highlight today,i think was the night class. mr yeo stayed for it.
had a great talk with him throughout the 2 hours with melody.
talked about the courses in polys. well,somehow i interested in choosing sports and wellness again.
but my fate now holds on the results coming out tomorrow! DPA results!
haha. God,assign the course you want me to go to. (:
i am freaking tired now. the proposal comes out on 20th aug!
i wanna watch. gonna be a super super super good show!
mannn,test on dipolmacy tomorrow for ss. zzz.

look on the brightside,things will always be so much better.

looking ahead.

2009-08-16T22:44:00.004+08:00

i think i should be excited now. like 1 hour more is my birthday.
but,haha. i am not! lol. i am feeling tired,still got ss to study,i want to try pass the retest on the first shot.
hopefully,i can. didn't went church today. overslept.
well,studied with jon,gary,zq,shaun at amk long john.
sakura for dinner. awesome. haha. i didn't eat much for the whole day,so yuppp.
yesterday,went marina barrage. utterly boring. wasted the morning there. but learn a lot of info about the uses of barrage.
on another hand,it boosted our knowledge. lol. city hall for lunch and a bit of walking around.
amk macs for studying after that,till 10 plus. lol.

studystudystudy. life now is straightforward. i can only see one word. STUDY.

look at you with such disdain.

life's.

2009-08-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

"It is a team sport, a collective sport. You can win because you are more a team, or because you have more individual talent. What is interesting for me is the team ethic. I love Davis Cup, but I am not a big fan of individual tennis. It is when sport is about the team that I like it. I like the Ryder Cup.''
"The worst is to have no target. Imagine you get up in the morning and you do nothing. You enjoy one minute. Then there is another minute. But what do you do next? Can you dedicate your whole life to this? Somewhere within us is the desire to feel that we are useful and that we have some quality."
Sir Bobby Robson just died. Did you see the last game he watched (at St James' Park)? Just a charity game, but still he had that spark in his eye.
"He could have sat at home, yet he chose to go there. He had two, three days to live and that is where he wanted to be. Yet what would he have done at home - sat there and thought about dying, maybe terrified? The way to get through was to enjoy his passion.''
arsene wenger said that on soccernet. feel that it's really true. especially the part that i bold it.
suddenly targets means a lot to me.
today after school was spent with jerome and victor mostly. played pool at grassroots with them,danny and kaiming.
kfc for lunch and back to school to study.
marina barrage tomorrow,then study. rahhhhh.
i feeling very very bad now. i don't know why.

life's like a roller coasster,it have it's ups and downs.

time to start.

2009-08-13T21:53:00.003+08:00

well,ptc was standard. lol. but i guess it's time to start serious studying already.
i have played so long already,it's really time i thinked hard and not give up on questions so easily.
i know it might sound funny that it is coming out from my mouth,but i am really freaking serious this time.
i can't break anymore this kind of promises to myself anymore.
no point writing in another post about this kind of stuffs. O's is like 2 months plus plus away.
if i am still going to play anymore,i think i can prepare to retake it next year.
i don't like setting targets for myself,but know i have to. which i hope will be a good improvement.
and i am giving up almost everything now. of course not friends,and stuffs lah.
prelims are very close now,i might not get what i will achieve during prelims. but i want to improve.
i hope i will get no F9s or E8s. C6 would be preferred. i think i will blog lesser to study.
i hope i won't fail myself,parents,teachers,friends this time round.

i am just changing for the better.

studying.

2009-08-11T22:19:00.003+08:00

seriously i can't wait for STUDYING this word to be our of my life for like at least a few months.
now,it's purely studying studying studying. but i am seriously can't make my self to look at a book at home.
it sucks,of course it is. but it's only august. there's still like two more months before O's start and 2 and half months before O's end.
great isn't it. but this two months is going to painful.
well,DPA interviews ends today. basically,now we are just plainy waiting and hoping for our first choice.
it will be a good belated birthday present given by TP for next tuesday to me,if i ever get chosen.
but for now,study. i think my friends will laugh at me,provided i ever really study hard for tests.
went to study with jerome yesterday at the usual drive thru macs.
night study today turn out to be boring. copying answers into our foolscap. lol.
basically life sucks now,cause of O level.

new environment,new change,it would be better.

just wait.

2009-08-10T01:22:00.004+08:00

first time in my life that i never watch ndp parade at home or watch fireworks on national day.
haha. basically terence bday party was rather good. his parents were really nice!
thank you uncle and auntie for the food! it was really nice!
dota-ed,watched spiderman 3 and we climbed some stuffs,haha.
lan was next at parklane. macs for dinner. woohoo,first time i played lan on national day.
and we miss the pledge taking on 8.22pm. HAHA.
jerome house with gary after that for manu vs chelsea! wahlau,chelsea lucky win at penalties.
totally worn out when i reached home. been a long time since i took the last train!

great that there's an extra holiday tomorrow. which is a really much needed rest. haha.
i think i really need to sleep now. bye people.

grown up,better leave it then regret it.

on my own.

2009-08-08T23:29:00.005+08:00

today was studying session at the usual amk macs drive thru.
was late,due to the many times i went to toilet to shit.
got no idea why and how my stomach hurts in the morning. super painful man.
but it was better when i was outside. phew.
we had this super funny thing on just now. jon uses zq hp......
haha,it was just funny. ask me,i may tell you. hahaha.
tomorrow,long and fun day ahead. church,terence bday party,a bit of slacking before fireworks. like woohoo.

i really need a new phone. my old phone died on me. thanks to the battery.
one of the nights during last week or two weeks ago,from 23%,it went up to 33%.
lol. 10% when i charged the whole night. plus the n70 i using now,i think it will collapse soon too.
so seriously,i need a new one now. but the problem is,no phones catches my eyes now.
two solution ot this problem. either,i get a new phone or change the batter(which i think will waste a lot money).

ohya,anybody wants to watch overheard? it's a new hongkong movie. and it looks really nice!
someone please say yes!

i am ready now,for You God.

more likely.

2009-08-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

well,past two days were really tiring.
felt giddy out of a sudden and got the feel like fainting feeling,twice in the past two days. yesterday was i got no idea how it happen,today was due to empty stomach/late lunch.
yesterday match was really relax. drew 3-3 with RP.
had dinner at causeway,kfc.
today's morning celebration was quite nice. haha,sec 5s drew a lot of attention,cause we all combined our national flags to form a long flag. super cool. lol.
watched hangover at dhoby's cathay and UP at plaza sing. movie marathon. lol.
hangover was woohoo. haha. UP was alright. didn't live up to expectations.

three days weekend coming up. which was what i really needed.
i think i better go prepare for my ss re-test. talking about it,i felt pissed for getting scolded when it's not my fault. lazy to explain.
terence bday party and fireworks with the usuals on sunday! gotta be real fun. haha.

in troubled times it's you i seek.

so what could i do.

2009-08-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

pacing ourselves is really important sometimes.
i wonder how each and everyone of you,paced yourself in life.
but no matter how we spent our time slowing down our lives,
it's more or less pointless.
time just flies past,faster than you could imagine.
when you are enjoying your day,having fun.
i doubt you would care about what time is it now.
you just want the fun to keep going on and on.
but when you are having a bad and slow day,
maybe in class,which i would think that way,
you would just class to end straight away.
God's has a plan for each and everyone of us,we should really plan this.
think about how God really change us from a bad to a good person.
from a good to a better person.
from a better person to a person that is Christ's like. it is really amazing.
we shouldn't like keep on procrastinating on things that we don't feel like doing and do the things that we think that is right for us.
sometimes,it could be just the other way round. God is our stronghold(:

well,tution was great today. learnt a lot today.
school was rather good today. friendly with RP tomorrow.
hope we will fare well against them. ss test tomorrow,i am so dead.

God's will never forsake us. :D

amazingly.

2009-08-04T23:30:00.004+08:00

basically,today was just like normal days.
school time passed by and after school was like stayed in school to study.
yesterday was fun,after school only. haha.
celebrated 2nd part of ivan's bday. bought a cake,and there goes the cake smash.
everybody got it in the end. funfunfun.
another boring day tomorrow. thursday having friendly with RP. woo.

guess what i found! hahaha. woo,the drumer that was playing at the hillsong concert,was a first-timer for hillsong! and he was really great! the link is they filming him playing and a bit of the crowd praising God! in fact,he actually spoil the drum! hit too hard. haha,and he also miss a key in the starting! lol. but nevertheless,the concert was really good! :D haha. joel houston looks really cool! and really great singer!
http://ow.ly/igHK

care.

2009-08-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

sorry for not blogging for this past few days.
reasons are-either reach home too late,too tired,lazy.
bear with me for this probably wordy posts.

thursday july 30th
while on thursday,school trg was cancel last minute,so went to eat lunch with the usuals at market.
after that,met dad at newton and he fetched me down to meet mr siva to pass him his hard disk.
chatted with him for a while,really thought through a lot.
after that,homed and met up with abby,sirbest,ken,spencer and tim at amk.
dinner and down to some church. they had their audition there.
hope they get in. parents came and fetched me home,had supper with them too.

friday july 31st
school was as usual BORING. headed home after school.
met up with the usual gang at city hall in the evening.
went to MOF at marina square for ivan's so-called bday dinner.
waited a while at macs,before there's seats available.
food was not bad. the company was great(:
played pool after that. was fun right jon! hahahahaha.
homed after that. don't know who started chasing after jon,and everybody chased after him!
super funny. should had see how he almost fall down. HAHA.

saturday aug 1st
met up with team P9 at bishan mrt,with some new recruits.
jon,shaun,mengchao and a friend from jootat's side. i was one of the earliest-.-
for the first time. lol.
went to catholic high for game with argonnauts.
well,we lost. but i think we really didn't play our best.
for me,i really didn't feel like playing. i don't know why,i just somehow lost my confidence and stuffs.
headed home and met zhengquan at bishan.
headed over to indoor stadium for FOP! wooo.
this time the queue was rather short? compared to last year.
probably due to got hillsong and no hillsong difference. reached there,one hour early. haha.
pastor mark connor was really good. his message was really good and clear.
believe it or not,this is my first time that actually fully understands what the whole sermon is about. yeah.
true worshippers was a great band. bob fitts,great singer(:
after FOP,went to macs for late dinner and homed after that.

sunday aug 2nd
missed church again. overslept.
dad sent me over to amk drive thru macs to meet gary,jer,nic,vic,meng,shaun and sheryl to study.
managed to at least complete most of my maths homework. there's poa homework.
but i think i am going to school to......(let your imagination run wild)
but for those who knows me well,you know what i am gonna do. haha.

finally,school's normal routine is back.
morning assembly(must sit in register number),remedials(delaying our time home),probably homeroom system(means moving around the school) and many more.
can see that the pros and cons of going to school from tomorrow onwards.
cons are in the brackets.
but the good thing is that the following monday is a holiday cause of national day on sunday. which is quite a good thing i guess?
goodluck for those who are having common test this coming week! time for bed.

making it real and truthful enough.

bad day.

2009-07-29T23:29:00.003+08:00

everything sucks today. seriously,terrible day. ulcer hurts in mouth,head keep spinning often,and i think i am getting a sore throat soon.
DPA interview was quite okay. i feel that got high chance of getting into nyp. but nahhh.
i think i need sleep. boring day tomorrow. ciao.

somethings go and disappear,never return again.

interview yo.

2009-07-29T00:59:00.006+08:00

tomorrow is interview day yo.
i know i should be in bed now,but i just can't get to sleep seriously.
school was the same as yesterday.
I WAS BLOODY LATE BY THAT MINUTE. DC! T.T
teachers that don't teach us,come in give us our exam papers. LOL.
i didn't get to eat my noodles at market today,dang.
photshoot was seriously stupid,i think the school magazine part for floorball will look stupid.
mr ong was being nice to let us off like one hour of dc.
trg was boring. home with cliff! saw him on the mrt platform.
hope tomorrow interview would be good,won't be nervous at all!
going with naz! haha. okay,seriously time for bed.
IF NOT,I AM GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL TOMORROW FOR TWO DAYS CONSECUTIVELY.

crystal ball.

freedom is here

2009-07-27T20:30:00.003+08:00

Decided on not to blog wordy posts from now on! haha.
seriously,i think it's quite waste time too! lol.
school's been fine! two words to describe-FREAKING SLACK.
went to market for lunch after school with the usual gang.
floorball photoshoot for the school magazine tomorrow. there's goes my huge bag hanging around in school with that helmet out again.
DPA interview on wednesday at nyp. for my DPA's second choice. sports and wellness management. not really the course i want to get in now. :/
and FOP's this year don't have hillsong! dang. haha,true worshippers and bob weisz(not sure) leading worship. still considering about going or not!
was randomly browsing through websites just now,and realised i haven't login to my friendster account for like ages.
lol,and friendster seriously look like SHITZXZXZ.
oh man,poa homework awaiting me. BOREDDD.

never wait till it's too late.

the zone!

2009-07-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

friday 24th july
met up with jerome,jon,mengchao,shaun,wilson yeo and glenden. was at yishun safra for bowling. swimming was the alternative-.- haha,it was pure fun! was second last overall for the so-called warm up first game,but first in the second game! :D after that,went to play pool and snooker. wahlau,jon's aura. haha. headed to northpoint's new jap foodcourt. jon intro some omelette rice with beef patty. wth,beef was nice. rice was shit. went to macs for some dessert! lol. before heading home.

saturday 25th july
there's a big start to the hectic saturday. met up with sheryl siow at khatib. breakfast at khatib macs,before 969 down to tampines interchange. took 23 to TP. the session was freaking boring. i thought what only. nvm,after that. took 69 and rushed down for match against pasirian. gary was there too. he left with sheryl after a while. the match was really from good to bad. was really enjoying ourselves for the first two periods. third period,i don't know how. but pasirian really fought back hard. final score 6-4 to pasirian. was leading 3-1,but they won the third period with 5-1. dang. anw,changed and see the zarf and merahans match for a while. headed home with naz. met muneer at yishun and cabbed home. one bag full of player stuffs,one bag of keeper set,one stick bag. cab was the better option. lol. bathed and rushed out to meet jerome,shaun and wilson yeo at khatib. took 969 down. and met mengchao at tampines. saw zulham,puvin and faris at the interchange. lol,they were like still there at 5! lol. went to the macs near the kfc that one. ate early dinner there before taking train down to expo. saw familiar faces there! haha. went to hall 9 and met up with abby and gang. haha. was a long queue to go in. our cut queues and stuffs still put us behind the queue. lol. went to the standing area. haha. roy joined us too. saw smartie pie. haha. (: it was AWESOME! :D haha. all the songs,pastor judah smith,everything! it was amazing. seeing God heals the sick,forgives us and start a new life with Him. it was really Great. God's presence was defintely there. :D after the concert,shaun don't know go where and the rest of us headed back to the mrt. took a really shortcut way. lol. trained home with the four of them who i went with plus roy. abby and gang went changi airport for dinner. long way home! had lots of fun praising and worshipping God! (:

sunday 26th july
missed church. too tired. met up with gary and jerome at khatib macs. after that,969 down to tampines sports hall. P9 vs team squirrels. played goalie for the match. haha,it was pretty fun but tiring. once in a while play goalie is a fun thing. but seriously tiring. won them 11-2! wooo. haha. team talk after that and went to bathe. headed down to city hall with jerome,gary,jianyi and bob. bob left us once we reached city hall. met mengchao at city hall. went to look for jon at funan's challenger. he has some fifa 09 xbox competition. haha. he played well,unlucky i guess. after his competition,went to the foodcourt downstairs for dinner. homed after that.

well,it's back to school tomorrow. i wished there was just another rest day. really need to sleep. though i know i should go and sleep now and don't complain so much. well,what i don't want to see is the results to my paper tomorrow. my teacher will be stunned with my results which i think i would be satisfied or more than happy if i managed to get a pass for all. lol. okay,time for bed. goodnight people.

tear down the walls.

tear down the walls!

2009-07-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

fridays.

2009-07-24T14:56:00.002+08:00

alright,the last day of our self-proclaimed holiday. back to school on monday. reminding myself about school doesn't really make me happy. but well,a nice weekend ahead is the remedy! haha. okay,going to swimming with jerome,jon,shaun,wilson yeo and maybe mengchao and wanhao at yishun safra! haha. better go prepare now!!!

You hold the universe.

time passes,

2009-07-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

july 23 thursday
woke up at like 10 plus. and time passes like super slow can. wait till 2.30 and went to prepare. left house around 3 plus. cause my shoe shoelace tore the last time,didn't change. so yup. headed down for trg. was quite okay. officially last trg in phs. lol. i think we still sneak in lo. haha. after trg,trained down to newton to meet naz. waited very long for 171. and finally it come. reached CCAB and went to change. met the coaches at the track. they told us that the rest of the team went to botanic garden to run then go back CCAB. so ask us to just run around the track till they are back. first three rounds was okay. then we finally saw the rest on the fourth round. and it was a super surprise! cause we were real late. when we call augustine,coach pick up and say that the rest were running,ask us to meet at track. wth. that's was bluff! lol. turn out they already run earlier when we haven't reached CCAB! no wonder i saw one of the coaches like holding some plastic cup,like got party like that. lol. and it was actually some kind of team farewell party and bonding session,not the whole team there though. watched remember the titans and had dinner there too. watched it on HBO before. but really inspiring show! so it's not really a physical trg,more of a farewell party to the team! wonderful man. didn't regret going. haha. parents came to fetched me and naz home. (:

well,last trg and last match this week. end of combined schools journey. it was a great experience going to korea. league 1 was good exposure. but not the season that i thought it would be. but oh well,it's over this week. tomorrow going to soccer i think. saturday gonna be a super busy day. early childhood session at tp,then match with pasirian,then meeting muneer take keeper set,then HILLSONGS! :D haha. so excited. okay,time for bed. tiring day today. (:

going all-out to get the job done for the team.

harry potter!

2009-07-23T01:35:00.004+08:00

july 22 wednesday
went to market to meet gary,jon,wanhao,weiyank,terence for lunch. was late though. lol. after eating,headed to take listening compre. waited freaking long before,heading into the classroom. i hope i will do fine. some questions always stuck between two options. haha. anw,headed home immediately. before heading to yck to meet jerome,gary and weiyank. headed down to meet the rest at plaza sing. the rest-wanhao,jon,victor,zhengquan,shaun,terence. mengchao,glenden,nick and wilson yeo joined us shortly after that. bought tickets for harry potter at GV. 6.45 show. went to kfc after buying tics for dinner. after that,for movie. woo,just in time for the show. the show was okay only. i think was quite boring actually. lol. anw,headed to parklane to play lan after that. palyed till 11.10 like that and trained home after that. reached home around 12.10. (:

well,fun day. tomorrow school trg. i'm still deciding on whether to go for combined schools trg or not. physical trg can kill me off. and at worst,i would make the team to do more punishment. rahhh. can't wait for saturday though! :D:D:D really been keep thinking of it non-stop! haha. okay,i want play psp already. really addictive!

given,but didn't appreciate it well.

appreciation.

2009-07-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

well,went to cut my hair just now behind school. haircut was really crap. my hair looks like when i went to taman negara camp in sec 3 that time the hair. really shit lah. so round. ): anw,went to meet jerome,victor,jianyi,glenden and nick at market. ate lunch there. went to the tennis court with jerome and victor after that,the rest went home. shaun,wilson yeo,mengchao,zhengquan,jon,jasper joined us there. tennis session was like usual. haha. enjoyed myself. headed over for floorball trg after that. starting played with ourselves,after that played the rest of the team. had fun. (: headed home with jerome,shaun,wilson and faqrul.

i don't know why,once i reach home,i just felt like shit. so tiring and my thighs are really aching like mad. tomorrow got listening compre,in the afternoon,waste our time only lah. should held it in the morning. better. harry potter tomorrow! doesn't really interest me though,but i am still watching a movie! got eclipse in the morning! everybody's talking about it. lol. anw,thursday trg become physical trg. still thinking whether going a not. dang. saturday saturday saturday!!! funfunfun.

shadowfeet.

short holiday.

2009-07-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

shiok to the max for this whole week. for pupils who are not taking hist and amaths and chinese o's(already) at all,congrats to you. you are in the lucky zone,cause you have been rewarded to a one week break,exclusive the going back to school to take chinese o's listening. LOL. okay,all this are crap. anw,here's what happen for the past two days.

july 19 sunday
church in the morning with jerome and mengchao. sermon on missions. well,one of my want-to-accomplish things(: missions! i feel that,it's a good chance to spread the gospel! :D haha. but probably later in life,there's defintely a chance! after service,went to market to have breakfast. trained down to vivo after that. decided to do some shopping,since mengchao and me received money :D walked around vivo,wanted to get a t-shirt from num,cause they were having 50% sale! wahhh. but deicided not to. turned out,it was purely window shopping. ate lunch at superdog,before heading home for a good rest. wanted to rest,but psp super tempting. so played till night. haha.

july 20 monday
was asking adeline out,but last minute change of plan! lol. went to amk macs near hub,to find gary,shaun,wilson yeo,terence and jon. in the end,headed down to khatib macs to study. saw zhengquan at the mrt,so he joined us. jerome came down from his house too. didn't study much! more of relax and slacking my time away. haha. while the rest,studying hard! goodluck people for your papers tomorrow! (: studied till 6 plus. headed home with jon and zhengquan. okay,jon had a cheat method to let his calculator calculate matrix! haha. very stupid. when zhengquan's calculator,need one press on the button and ta-da. lol. jon,press until make people laugh only! haha.

well,tennis tomorrow! woohoo. been three or four weeks since i last touched a tennis racket. well,should be heading back for school trg tomorrow. hope that mdm jaafar won't be there. so that,we can enjoy our trg in the hall. haha. seriously can't wait for saturday! i really can't wait to praise God on saturday! gonna be so great! :D time for more psp time. lol.

i'm not ashamed of the gospel Lord,
Your power and Your love,
that saved my soul,
now i'm alive in You,
i live in the Risen Son.

2009-07-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

lousy day.

2009-07-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

started it off badly. woke up early. cause couldn't sleep any longer. bodyache everywhere,but no choice. must win game. was late,so took cab down after buying finish macs from sembawang. walked freaking long till finally i took a cab. reached there,watched spartans leading nus saints. went to warm up and stuffs. shalln't say much about the match. played like shit. tired till like crap. but i think we really gave our best. well,we lost to moosemen 8-3. was drawing them 1-1 and 3-3,respectively in the first and second period. third period was really tiring. after match,team talk. and cabbed down to nyp. for the friendly against nyp for P9. freaking ass. reached there,wait a while and in the end turned out they never send the list on time,and couldn't go in the sports hall and play. freaking ass,waste my taxi fare there!!!!!! nvm,went to bathe and headed to market to eat with jerome,gary,aaron,victor,jon and shaun. turned out that jootat and the rest was eating at market too. lol. after that,aaron left. so we headed to amk to play lan at raiders. haha. it was fun lah. headed home after that. freaking bad in the day,but at night,friends were great company. (:

dang. combined schools really going down to div 2. well,basically we thought nhac loses to pasirian. but now,things have change. nus saints won spartans 7-3. pasirian won nhac 3-2. so now the tables lies between the bottom three. victoria skools,combined schools and spartans. okay,spartans are confirmed relegated. victoria have a game in hand against RP salibandy,which is like player vs coach. cause mr amir plays for victoria while he coaches RP. to let victoria stay in div 1,anything can happen. but we will never know lah. hopes RP do us a big favour. and then next weekend,victoria draws or loses to spartans would be great. provided we win pasirian. well,so let's hope RP really win.

bodyaching over everywhere. really feel like sleeping the whole day tomorrow. but very sian ah. like waste a sunday. lol. my thighs are aching,my right arm are aching,my mind is not in the right state,i feel very warm easily. my body is seriously in a bad condition. which i think,rest is the remedy to all this. okay,talk is nothing. real rest is the thing i need now. church tomorrow and cut hair after that. another week of free school holiday next week! :D haha. with the exception of going back to school on wednesday for chinese o's listening!

lay back and enjoy the scenery.

lol.

2009-07-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

just realised that thierry henry got the same birthday with me! cooool! haha.

big game tomorrow.

2009-07-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

sleeping for 3 hours just now and waking up not long ago was really good. this 3 hours is just bits of the lack of sleep i got for this week. school days can be fun,but it could be the most toruturing and tiring days. i guess chongling will agree with me. and i got a feeling she's sleeping now! haha. playing probably one of the most important game and toughest game for me tomorrow,although my mind now is not in the right state and mood to go out there and get some goals or points on court tomorrow. i know how important it is tomorrow. but now,i don't have that feeling for me right now. it really sucks. anw,shall blog about what happen for the psat two days.

16 july thursday
poa papers today. the last major papers that i have to take for the week. not easy. and i know i am not going to do well. went to market for lunch after paper. after that,had a random suggestion. and me,jerome,gary,victor,dorothy went to chongling house to play snooker. haha. we were pretty bored. cause friday's paper is science mcq! hahaha. played till 4 and headed home. bused homed with the rest except victor who needs to go opposite to take bus. haha. when i thought dorothy,who wants to take a train home,wanted to alight at khatib,so i went down with jerome while she stand on the bus with gary and went to yishun. fine,she msged me say she's still walking to station when my train was about to arrive at yishun. and guess what. i left the train,and she board the train. and i had to wait for another long 6 mins train. so we are FAIR NOW OKAY DOROTHY OH. reached home and booked the badminton courts. left for trg at 6. haha. trg was crazy. tired like crap. parents came and fetched me home.

17 july friday
reach on time for science mcq,and mrs teo really started on time. so took temperature and was late for a few mins. still got people even later me. lol. finally exams are over,for now! haha. went to market for lunch after that with the whole gang. left around 11.50. took bus down to khatib sports hall. paid for the badminton courts and off we went. badminton session was great! pretty long since we played. think,last year was the last badminton session. must do it like 2 or 3 times a year! haha. left around 4,walked to the bridge there at khatib,before deciding to go home. lol. went to buy some food from the pasar malam and headed home with tariq. (: and at home,eat and sleep for 3 hours was like one of the best thing now.

right now,typing. i am 3/4 conscious lo. so tired. i still feel like sleeping. match at 2 against moosemen tomorrow. where we need to reach at 12 to support spartans. who will be against our deadliest rivals. nus saints. lol. it's a must go,if not don't need play. lol. good for naz lo. got SPA bio exam. can reach late. dang. but anw,goodluck naz! haha. after game,still got another game at nyp! against nyp! for P9. hope can go in lah. lol. cause of the admin problem now. and i hope i won't be late for the game. gonna cab down after match at tsh. siannn. alright,i better go sleep soon. tiring day tomorrow!

heart still here.

maybe.

2009-07-15T20:23:00.003+08:00

today's geog paper was alright. it was quite okay man. after paper,went to amk macs,the opposite hub one,for breakfast. went with mengchao,ivan,tzewei and weiyank. left around 11. went home. changed,bathed and left house. met jerome,victor and jianyi at khatib bus stop. met gary and mengchao on 969. bused down to tampines,before taking 23 over to temasek poly. the school got so many pretty girls,*drools*. saw a few familiar faces there,right victor! hahaha. met the floorball in charge,paul. spoke to him about our courses and stuffs. and the director and assistant director spoke to us too. finish the whole thing at 4. hope we could get through,most importantly do well for our prelims 1. left with only poa and science mcq. rahhh. went to the foodcourt,gary and mengchao ate there. headed over to the sports complex to walk around. realise that it is a open air sports complex. wow. imagine at night,it is like........ okay. lol. after that,headed home. (:

really not easy to get through the DPA for me. i think for the rest,quite okay. mannn. so let's wait for their call then. heh. tomorrow poa day. okay,i really hope i could at least do 3/4 of it. my prelims 1 more or less,is a goner for the results. so friday's combined science mcq is really important for me. chinese o's listening next wednesday. well oh well,let's just leave everything to God and work hard. booo.

hope.

pictures!

2009-07-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

mr chan does a 'arrow pointing to?????'

mr chan,in his normal picture.

careful of him okay!!!
overdue pictures. the rest on facebook. (: pulau ubin trip!

exams shit.

2009-07-14T22:09:00.003+08:00

4 down,4/5 papers more. can't wait for prelims 1 to be over. really freaking torturing,though i feel freaking slack. maths paper today,was horrendous. think i slept too late last night,made me felt asleep a few times when i was doing my paper. sucks. i plot the points for my graph and mr chandra goes,stop writing class. i was like wth. and i left a few blanks in front,thought of got have time to go back do. dang. chem was even worse. the moment i flipped open the paper,did question 1 and i surrender already. totally mind went blanked. i think a few marks would me good. maths gonna be destroyed by paper 2. okay,my best subject is down. now what. geog is confirm cannot make it. POA. haha. i will try my best. just hope that i score well for the mcq for the both sciences on friday. maybe still can let me get a E8 or D7 if i get full marks. after school,went to take cca records. woohoo. A1 for cca. shiok. haha. after that,headed to j8. wanted to eat swensens for lunch,but in the end cafe cartel. haha. wasn't really enough for me,but at least the food was quite nice. haha. headed home with jerome,gary,shaun and weiyank after that. (:

tomorrow going TP to meet the teacher in charge. don't even know what to say man. lol. geog paper in the morning first. siannn. haha. well,three more days of suffering,and a short break before prelims 2. okay,shall continue on geog. bye peopleee.

it's weird feeling huh.

2 papers down,6/7 papers to go!

2009-07-13T22:10:00.005+08:00

2 down,6/7 more to go! okay. finally man. bio seems to be so long. when i was doing maths,time fast like nobody's business. but overall,maths was rather okay. bio suck. ohwell,i didn't study for bio. so don't really bother me much. just that DPA results,i don't know. :/after bio,went to nyp. wante dto eat macs there,to fulfill terence hope of eating cinnamon melts. but wth,we need to write some declaration form and take temperature. and just to eat macs. so we left. but wah,a lot of students ah that timing. saw cousin zoe! haha. in the end,not enough time,so decided to go market for lunch. headed back school around 1.40. wear tie all this,and headed up to the hall. everybody was stress,but me. FREAKING RELAX. not even tense or what. even when we were waiting,i could still say lame stuffs. everyone was just super tense. haha. my turn. passage,was rather okay. the end,i stagger for a moment. conversation was about CIP. haha. sucks. i keep uhmmm,and the invilagtor was like answering my final part of the sentence that i want to say for me. lol. and freaking don't dare to look at the invilagtors. even two pairs of eyes keep staring at you. WAH. i kept looking at the table. but lucky it's over. pass for me,i think. strong feeling. haha. now i can't wait for o's to finish. when i can fully enjoy myself. prelims 2 is end of aug. dang. so fasttt. after oral,studied in library with gary,mengchao and chongling. homed after that with gary.

maths paper 2 and chem tomorrow. hmmm,i got doubts for chem. but i want to do well paper 2! wednesday going to see the teacher-in-charge of TP sports. thursday time for floorball again. friday end of exams. most likely to have a gathering at night. and saturday do or die for the combined schools team. we lose,we are out. we win,chances of surviving is still there. 2pm match against moosemen at tampines. must win! sunday,church for now. haha. i am tired.

no reason to hide,

study.

2009-07-12T22:52:00.006+08:00

looks like study days,weekends is the things that i need to prepare to face in the upcoming three months time before o's. practically wasted the whole of yesterday. studied a bit at night. and today after church went to study with jerome,mengchao,shaun,glenden at amk drive thru macs. church was great. it kind of answer the question that troubles me really long. what happens after death? synod sunday today. means pastor srimal have to go another presbyterian church,while orchard presbyterian church pastor came over. he's quite funny. haha. headed over to amk macs to study all the way till 6. productive? 50-70% only. haha. went to amk hub ntuc. they wanted to buy sushi to eat. haha. homed after that.

i totally forget that my chinese o's oral is TOMORROW AFTERNOON. wth. this time i am really dead. i am feeling super unprepared for it. seriously. i think i will stagger like nobody business when they are talking about the conversation. hope it comes up with an easy question. the past two days of oral have been tough and not much link to the current hot topics! yuppp. this is the make or break for chinese. maths paper 1 and bio paper 2 in the morning! can't wait for the week to end. cause exams for me and some other few will be OVER! haha. prelims 1 torture finally end. haha.

dang. hillsongs songs are really addictive. their new songs,so really make wanna jump and worship Him immediately! it all makes sense. God is always and has always been there for us,even when we didn't realise. and the thing is that,everytime we prayed to God. he answered our prayer,but there's at least a group out there,who doesn't or forgets to give thanks to Him. this is bad,really bad. sometimes i fall into the catergory. but no matter what people,give thanks to Him everyday. doesn't only mean when He answered your prayer or not. He has make and gave us amazing stuffs. God is real. He has been always here. (: can't wait for FOP and the hillsong concert!!!!!

give us time,i believe it will.

2009-07-11T23:00:00.004+08:00

the first video,is one of the current lead singers of hillsong,brooke fraser! and the second video is super sad. is about a hillsong singer,jill mccloghy who lost her child after she gives birth,and she had to perform to the concert which is singing further on the video.

so much more than this.

2009-07-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

july 10 thursday
school was ever boring. can't remember what's happen in school yesterday already. after school,went market for lunch. headed back to school to wait for the lianhe zaobao person to come take photo. miss choi was there too. super paiseh mannn. luckily the photo taking was a fast one. glad that it's over. haha,see me in one of this days chinese newspaper then! haha. after that,went to the library to slack and use comp. soccermanager transfer market heats up once again. the 3 months ban for the big players have finished. so trades have been going back here and there. haha. went to market for lunch with jerome,gary,wanhao,jon,mengchao and terence after that. left around 5.45 and headed for trg. trg was shit man. run like one idiot,though made successful agression attempts for intercepting the ball through body check,but super bored. trg was really like shit. left with two more trgs and matches and the worst season that i have played will be over. dad and mum fetched me and naz home after that.

july 11 friday
3-4 sets of 1min30secs of bridge after trg last night wasn't gonna help when i woke up today. crap. really didn't feel like going school. lessons freaking boring. all one period,move here move there. super troublesome. after school,went to hog's breath cafe for lunch with jerome,gary,wanhao,victor,zhengquan,shaun,glenden,nick,tariq,jianyi at toa payoh. got some promotion,so we decided go there. had steak for lunch. super shiok man. but ex like crap. 36.50 for mine-.- homed after that.

okay,played dota with tariq just now. i am really bored,if not i seriously won't be playing. my last resort to play. lol. studying tomorrow i guess. DPA form i submitted already. thanks to mr yeo for the great help. he helped like 8 of us! i feel for him. like he's home to takecare of his daughter yet,still need to rack his brain to write for us. and in 600 characters,is seriously not easy. imagined one person got 3 courses and 8 of us,24 times of courses. salute him man. haha. but i am afraid now that i put early childhood in my first choice,and sports and wellness management as my second choice,i would like most likely end up in my second choice. dang. since floorball is a sports. so yeah. but hope the meeting with the TP floorball teacher-in-charge is on next wednesday. hope everything would be good that. seriously,i have only a few hours of sleep for hte psat few days. today i can finally recover all my sleep already. but i scared i wake up at as early 8 tomorrow-.- heck,bye people.

exhausted,both physically and mentally. let's wait for a miracle to happen. i just don't see a future.

exhausted.

2009-07-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

seriously,i am too exhausted to go school tomorrow. poa homework not done yet. which i plan to do in class. sucks. blog more tomorrow. i need sleep now. trg wasn't good.

i am in the wrong zone. just isn't those days that you will feel happy.

DPA!

2009-07-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

alright. DPA started today. think a lot of people register for it. haha. but anw,school ultimate boring. i don't know why,the time pass super duper slow. seriously sucks. slept in a few class today,but i am happy at least i did some work! and finally i can understand and listen in class nowww. that's good. haha. after school,went with to market for lunch with the same people as yesterday plus zhengquan. left around 3. headed home. slept for a while and went for tution. parents came and fetch me after that. went to shop and save for a while beside the interchange that one. shiok. tomorrow's recess got pasta for breakfast. yeah man. can save money:D haha. homed after that.

just send an email to mr yeo whose helping me with the DPA. alright man. woohoo. early childhood here i come! i know i had said before i wanted sports and wellness management. but then after going into a lot of consideration adn looking into their modules structure and careers in the future and also my friends who are in the sports course,think now,early childhood more for me. sports and wellness management seems to be more planning and business involvement. yeah. so hope i can get into TP's early childhood course! :D haha. time for bed now. so tiring. combined schools trg tomorrow! and the lianhe zaobao people coming to have the photoshoot with me tomorrow. 3pm. siannn. haha. okay,goodnight people.

changes my life.

school reopens.

2009-07-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

today seems like the first day i wear long pants. serious,i don't know why i got this feeling. but it's really weird to have this feeling! but everything seems quite alright in school. just that got lots of cameras filming here and there. and also a lot of outside people. LOL. homeroom changed to the fourth floor. lessons were surprisngly okay,teachers were like so relax! haha. got no idea why. they weren't furious even though we couldn't finish our homework. and gave us one more day to do it. that's a surprise. haha. but anw,no remedials today. how good can that be. after school headed to city hall with jerome,wanhao,victor,mengchao,jianyi,glenden,nick,jon,weiyank,terence. went there to accompany jianyi to get his mum birthday cake at bakerzin. went to eat at macs at raffles city first. wah,see all the AYG atheletes. some going home,some still touring. went to suntec to get hte cake. yummy yoghurt for dessert is shiok balls. :D haha. the cake from bakerzin is also seems very YUMMY. haha. chocolate amer. should try it sometime. anw,went to walk around suntec,before heading home. haha. and we walked past HMV again..... ps3 and xbox 360 time. LOL. played for like 30 mins again,before heading down back home.

pretty good for the first day of school. but prelims 1 next week. dang. got the tickets from sirbest for the hillsong concert! YAY. so coool. pastor judah smith from seattle,US! coming over to preach. and we suspect that it will be more of a american hillsong we are expecting. haha! but i can't wait,to praise God!!! school tomorrow should be normal. haha. and tution tomorrow night.
fighting spiders was nice just now. haha. think it's ending soon. mannn. and the news seems to be reporting a lot from our school man. haha. wah,quah ting wen got best female athelete for AYG. she's hot sia. haha.

favourable.

back to the good old times.

2009-07-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

dang. miss church today,cause woke up late. was really tired when woke up. anw,met up with jerome and victor at khatib and yio chu kang respectively. and mengchao at city hall. went to raffles city mos to eat. headed over to suntec convention hall. to see world cyber games-dota. lol. we saw wrongly at first,we saw the gaming league. but we didn't realise it. we went to eat again,cause victor didn't eat at mos and was feeling hungry. headed back,as jon finished his fifa 09 competition at funan. wanted to see him play lo,but he cheat us on the timing! lol. we went back to the convention hall to see the finals. jon joined us there. and we finally realised the dota WCG is held beside it! and when we reach,it was like ending in 5-10 mins! and the crowd was like a lot! lol. vietnam vs malaysia in the final! haha. vietnam was champions. went back to the gaming league area to see the finals! haha. exciting. but a lot of idiots popped their heads here and there and blocked our view. haha,left around 4 or 4.30. can't remember. was on the way back,when we saw a ps3 with fifa 09 inside HMV. so we stayed there and played for 30 mins? haha. went to mos to get drinks and breadtalk to get bread for tomorrow's breakfast and headed home. (:

youth day tomorrow. and school the next day. boring. homework not done,but i want to go out tomorrow. i feeling very remorseful right now. in fact,i have been feeling this way for pretty long time. that decision. while,too late to say anything already. schoolschoolschool,DANG.

sometimes,i regret making that decision years ago. if only i didn't ask,i think i would be really happier now.

wait another minute.

2009-07-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

dad send me to meet up with naz at yishun bus stop. 969 down to tampines. warm up and stuffs and was ready for game. first period,3-1. second period,3 or 4-0. third period 1 or 2-3. we lost in total 8-4. but i guess this was one of our best match ever. i didn't played so well today. shots were poor. i don't know man. i lack that finishing touch to score lah. sucks. gary,jerome,jon,victor and mengchao came and watch the game. haha,team talk,bathed and went to find them. eat at tampines mall foodcourt. gary took 969,we headed to take 72 down to victor house bus stop. victor went home,the rest of us took 88 and went to kick soccer at amk street soccer court. long time since we last kick. met up with terence,zhengquan and wanhao there. kick all the way till 5 plus. super long never kick already. dang. haha. lost touch all this. anw,headed home after that. relatives came over to my house. my super cute nephew,i will upload the few photos soon! super cuteee! haha. he still pose and say cheese all this! HAHA. cute to the max. they all left around 9 plus-10 plus. ohya,think it's independence day today. malaysia side was celebrating it. then go fireworks! went to opposite block from my block to watch! haha. super nice. very long never go watch fireworks already! hahaha. (:

tomorrow church and they want go suntec see dota competition-.- but since it's sunday. boring day,just tag along i guess. okay,i am like prediciting it's gonna be boring tomorrow. haha. jon having fifa 2009 comp tomorrow. hope he wins! goodluck chubby! lol. okay,12am now. sleep.

it will take you long to guess it's you.

friday night gathering.

2009-07-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

well,in the end,we didn't eat at yishun. turn out we eat at some hawker centre at amk. near jon house. stingray,sotong,kangkong,fried rice,hokkien mee,satay,sugarcane. quite full after that. met up with shaun at khatib. met chongling there too. to get jerome and my havaianas! haha. nice. cool,got slippers from australia! haha. after that,went to amk. to do some miscallenous(whatever it's spelt) stuffs,and met gary at the 265 bus stop. met zhengquan in the bus. (: waited for like 5mins downstairs jon house,turn out that they are all at jon's house already! LOL. haha. headed to his house to wait for jerome and victor. played,fifa on his xbox 360. guitar hero also. walked over to the hawker. food was nice,company even better. talked a while after that at macs till 10. headed home after that.

friday night gathering gonna continue when school reopens. haha. coolio. gonna hunt for good food every week! lol. anw,match against zarf tomorrow morning! 10am again. dang. but the last 10am match. haha. the usuals might be coming down tomorrow. stress. okay,but i really want play well. hope i get the rookie of the year! so like,need to play super well lah. score goals quite important. yuppp. aggression like what mr shashi said yesterday is what we need tomorrow. hope we do well. time for bed.

i could be your,

tiring trg.

2009-07-02T23:54:00.003+08:00

dang,i think we will get screwed up in the zarf match on saturday. everybody super not prepared. and only 11 of us turn up for trg. jc people having exams. can die after trg. man-to-man marking,wah. super tiring. anw,met up with gary,jerome,jon,mengchao and sheryl siow at amk macs. studying session. was practically finishing my ss assignments. haha. left around 4.50 for trg. this week really went past so quick. and school reopening in a few days time. siannn. haha. mr shashi send me and puvin to toa payoh after trg. took train from there back home. super fast man! haha.

tomorrow might be having dinner with the usuals! haha. taste of thailand at chongpang that one! coool. okay,i really tired. need sleep like siao. and tomorrow another day of online homework. and looking at chongling's blog,teachers have been pestering us to hand in our work. and it sucks. cannot stand them for keep saying hello your o's is like in how many months. your attitude sucks. yeah,of course i know how many months i am left with. but the amount of homework given seriously is way too much? they need to know that we cannot plainly look at the computer for the whole day. we of course need to go out and have a breather right! plus tution,trgs,parents ask us out,and unexpected things that can cropped up last minute,etc. wth lah. just because they think they are teachers,means they can rule our life. CRAP. okay,fine,enough of the rant,i can rant more,but i think this is enough. time for bed.

look up into those stars.

study.

2009-07-02T12:20:00.003+08:00

gonna be like 3 weeks in a row. on a thursday that i study! haha. okay,going to study with gary and jon at amk macs. going to find them now! guess i am going there to complete my online assignmentS! haha. sucks okay. a lot lahhh. okay,i better start going!

shucks.

2009-07-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

stay-home wednesday. haha. bored as ever. but at least the AYG seems quite interesting to me. heard the beach volleyball won,basketball lost to china. but heard that they did a good job,so yup. full credits to them. 3 days of homework accumulates up,quite shit. one whole pile waiting. and ss is also not positive to me. mdm loo messaged my parents. cool. lol. guess have to hand up asap! i hope by tonight. but,looking at the situation. tomorrow morning. okay,i want to get out of the house lahhh. bored man. combined schools trg at bukit merah tomorrow night.

to think of it,the season's ending. fast man. but at least,the fun,joy,laughters,sweat,tears we had in korea and singapore is good enough to create a memory that will leave best in my heart(: especially when each other are feeling down,the group of friends in combined schools that i have made,have never failed to make each other smiled and be ready for the next battle. thanks to the likes of naz,puvin,augustine,amirul,zulham,brian and most of the rest! great friends,great people. (: and especially our coaches,mr siva,mr fazrin and mr shashi! thanks a many. no matter what the critics say about us,we will always know that,it can only improve us. :D let's try and make the last comeback ever! by trying to stay in div 1! f this shit lah,cb! hahahaa. inside team joke/cheer!

ohyaaaahhhhh! sirbest cell group leader got tickets for the hillsong concert! YESSSSS. God is great mannn! :D hahaha. was praying really hard to get the tickets and finnaly we got it! :D thank God. His plans are always the only and right one for us! :D

there will never be a day,when thoughts will be gone.
everyday,thoughts will surround you in your mind.
some are from our Lord Jesus Christ,some are from our enemy Satan.
sometimes,you will never be able to differentiate it.
but always know that,our Lord,will always give us the right impression and the only way and correct mind.
only our enemy,will create wild,evil and corrupted thoughts.

i will bring praise,i will bring praise,
no weapons formed against me,shall remains.
i will rejoice,i will declare,
God is my victory,
and He is here.

answers.

2009-07-01T01:13:00.001+08:00

sometimes,a simple choice can be changed to a tough one in just a few seconds.
yes to a no. fast,it is. hai.

for eternity.

2009-06-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

sunday 28th june
church in the morning. service was great(: after that,they got food from market. cabbed down to tampines west cc with jerome,mengchao and shaun. luckily,reached there in time for the second match. they won it narrowly by 1-0! phewww. but the whole competition was great! :D haha. won champions for the u-19 category! :D yes ah,2-0 win in the finals. well done to the rest of the team,gary,jerome,victor,aaron and jianyi! :D now for the collection. 3 gold,1 silver for 3-on-3 competition. more to come! :D haha. changed and took bus back to tampines central. ate at kfc and 969 and trained home. (: and then the news that we don't need to attend school for another week. haha! :D

monday 29th june
first home-based learning day. okay,it sucks for the first day. many teacher website cannot access and also must print a lot of stuffs. dang. anw,met up with jerome,wanhao,mengchao,shaun,jonathan,tzewei,weiyank,nick at orchard. headed to lido watch transformers! :D haha. jianyi and ivan came and find us when we eating dinner at shaw. the show was superb! megan fox and isabel lucas! WAHLAU. hot likee...... hahaha. watched from 8.30-11! haha. headed home after that.

tuesday 30th june
second day of home-based learning. homework getting more and more. boreddd. tution at 4. was alright. changed today cause i thought we had exams this week,then i told my tution teacher that i want study for thursday subjects! then when i heard about the extended holidays,i ask back for my tution slot,then someone took it already. super fast sia. okay,nvm. got free ten-year series from my tution teacher! hahaha. after tution,went to khatib stadium to run with sirbest. saw korean super reds trg and mr sim there. run for about half an hour. quite shiok ahhh. (: headed home after that.

wahhh. AYG. super shiok. looking at it on tv,makes me feel like of playing a part of the AYG. imagine floorball have AYG now,maybe got chance inside man. hahaha! tomorrow,no plans yet. but i think the best,is to complete the homework first. can't wait to see the rest of the sports action for AYG!!! think it's gonna be cool! saturday RP 3-on-3! haha. can't wait. school reopens on tuesday,super don't want to come soon.

no weeping,,no hurt or pain,no suffering,
you hold me now.
no darkness,no sick or rain,no hiding,
you hold me now.

extended week.

2009-06-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

tiring like siao. past two days having been exhausting to me. will blog tomorrow when i wake up! anw,school's been extended for a week. that's shiok news. cause can slowly complete homework and stuffs. found a new song by hillsong. super nice! title is you hold me now! enjoy people. blog tomorrow!

dang.

2009-06-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

friday 26th june.
met up with gary,wilson yeo,victor,mengchao and jonathan for seoul garden buffet lunch. student price. quite reasonable lah. haha. eat from like 11.45 to 2 plus. went to walked around orchard. victor got some apple stuffs from i-studio. i got some stationery from muji. after that,went to play lan at parklane,somewhere in dhoby. met terence at dhoby. played till 7,and left. walked over to lido from dhoby ghaut. met tzewei there. wanted to watch movie,but the timing too late already. so yeah. ate our dinner at shaw house and headed home after that. reached home at 11.

saturday 27th june.
met up with naz and his friend at the yisun bus stop. 969 down to tampines. we were one of the earliest to reach! phew. haha! cannot reach late ah. anw,warm up and match started. first period was super intense. in fact,the intensity of the game was freaking high. played our heart out. 0-0. second period,everything was going right,but just couldn't get the ball into the net. my shots were like all too high! crap man. but finally,nearing the end of the period,they scored 2 goals. 2-0. third period,suraj almost stop playing. only got him as goalie today. and i was back up to him. luckily,he perservered on to play. but we already another 2 goals down by then. but naz superb drag shot and august turn shot,salvage some pride for us. but we tried our best to really score. but in the end,dang. lost 4-2. after game,team talk and headed to changed,bathed and stuffs. headed to food culture for lunch and headed back to watch innebandy vs spartans with zulham,dinesh,puvin,zulfiqhar,karhoe and huan. watched one period,and 969 back with huan. alighted at chongpang,cut hair and took bus home.

tomorrow's the 3-on-3. can't wait sia! haha. but would be late for first game! cause we are going church first. hope they will do their best! must try our best to reach on time mannn! hope cheukfan team qualifies too. can't believe we just lost to nus saints. and we are already losing to one of our relegation battle team. dang. but anw,hope we will do well in our last three games. zarf,moosemen and pasirian. okay,wait for our good news tomorrow.

woohoo.

true or not?

2009-06-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

rahhhhh. i can't upload those pictures that was taken at marina barrage! dang. anw,today was alright. studying session was quite okay. manage to at least do finish one pathetic set of bio mcqs. haha. and 3/4 of a maths paper 1. trg was shit. practically no mood and i don't know why,i got tired super suddenly during trg just now. want die man. and 90 push-ups after trg was like crap. don't seems a lot to those usually do push-ups people. plus it's like don't know how long since i did push up. but i guess finally the coaches are being really serious this time round. well,hope we could at least win the rest of the games that which are suppose to win. after trg,dad and mum fetched me and naz home.

haha. can't wait for tomorrow! buffet lunch at seoul garden? hope there's student price. and movie after that i guess. seriously,sleep is calling me already. bed,here i come! and,how could real madrid sign raul albiol from valencia already! wahlau. one of my favourite valencia players man. dang.

the outcome seems bleak.

thoughts.

2009-06-25T11:54:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the second wednesday in successive that was a study day for me. studied with gary,jon and wilson yeo at yishun burger king. studied from 12 to 5.35. tution after that,was quite alright. a pile of homework cum papers to do! haha,practice for monday's maths paper 1! dad and mum came and fetched me home after that. (:

extend school holidays,extend school holidays,extend school hoidays! that's what i really hope for. barely less than 2 days free to my work. going to study with gary,clarice and maybe mengchao and jerome at amk macs after i blogged! then combined schools trg later on. going out with the whole gang tomorrow! buffet lunch cum not-planned activities after that. most probably movie and usual/last chit-chat session before school holidays end. saturday game with nus saints,luckily it's a 10am game. should be studying after that. sunday,3-on-3 competition at tampines west cc. and come home for last minute revision before prelims. aye,good times pass fast. this holidays certainly have many memories of it in those four weeks. well,good or bad,it's all God's plan for us. (: second half of the year,here i come! let take the second half of the year with positive attitude! :D

when you leave,there will be heartache.

europe.

2009-06-24T00:26:00.002+08:00

i want to go europe in the future. with my wife,for sure. lol. and proabably a few friends? haha. seeing pictures in europe and all the fun you can get. dang.
places that i would like to visit:
1.Stockhlom,Sweden
2.Zurich,Switzerland.
3.Turku,Finland.
4.Salzburg,Austria.
5.Norway.
6.Barcelona and Madrid,Spain.
7.Frankfurt,Nurnberg,Munich,Germany.
8.London and Manchester,England.
9.Rome,Turin,Venice,Milan,Italy.
10.Paris and Monaco,France.
11.Monte Carlo,(i can't remmeber the country,think it's france).
12.Warsaw,Poland.
13.Cancun,somewhere in the south america.
14.Dublin,Ireland.
15.Perth,Sydney,Gold Coast,Melbourne,Australia.
16.anywhere in USA.
17.New Zealand.
while the order is anyhow one. not meaning new zealand is the last palce i am gonna visit. can visit anytime! yup. there are many more places in europe like luxembourg,latvia,portugal,belgium,netherlands,turkey and many more! i wanna go mannn. super coool. hope i could go all this place when i grow up. haha. it's gonna be really fun.

marina barrage.

2009-06-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

today was great. went to marina barrage to picnic! saw steven at sembawang,talked and he alighted at yio chu kang. met jerome and shermin at khatib. headed down to amk hub's ntuc to buy our picnic stuffs. sushi(the must-have),sweets,calbee potato chips,seaweed,two bottles of 1.5 litres drinks,honey chicken steak and hawaiian chicken stick. our picnic food. haha. headed down to marina bay after that. took shuttle bus over! super coool man the place. been wanting to go there like for very long already. the scenery was nice. i think we saw more than 5 wedding couples taking their wedding photos there!!! lol. and wahlau,i thought the grass was like artificial grassssss. in the end,turn out to be those normal grassss. we thought we saw a lot of pretty girls there. but see from far,turn out. LOL. not very. hahaha. got people fly kite there! woooooo. next time,i going to bring my kite there. awesome man. got people even never hold their kite properly. then their kite fly off into the river-.- hahahahaha. but the best was the wedding couples there lah. super sweettttt. dang. haha. photos up later or tomorrow! anw,talked picniced till like 6.30 like that. left and headed to city hall. walked around marina square to see new stuffs. saw this puma bag. shiok ah. want to buy mannn. i think i quite slow lah,but fourskin got this t-shirt that have a design of the 4D numbers the results. wth sia. haha. super funny though. headed over to suntec to have our dinner at some korean restaurant at the basement. nice food! :D bought a swensens ice cream,since yami yoghurt was like sold out. shiok,macademia and chocolate peanut butterchip is wooohooo. went raffles city after that and headed home. reached home around 10 plus. (:

seriously,marina barrage is a good place to fly kites! to see people flying kites there is like,super coool. like really relieving in the past when we are young. when parents bring us to parks and fly kites. dangggggg. i miss those days now. haha. anw,yesterday i went to run with small pig at some track near pig's house. haha,a new place discovered to run in sembawang. haha. okay,studying tomorrow with gary,jon,wilson and maybe jerome? no idea. can't wait for 3-on-3 man. i am feeling the pressure alreadyyy. it's been ages since we last play 3-on-3! okay,time for bed.

it's only when you grow older,the past and memories slowly come back. the good old times.

woah-ooooo!

2009-06-22T13:31:00.002+08:00

what a packed weekend it was,for last week. basically have less than 7 hours of sleep every night. and it like waking up at 7 or 8 in the morning. but always filled with activities! haha. fun lah though. anw,yesterday went to church with mengchao,shaun's mum asked him to sleep in,jerome overslept. market for breakfast and headed to gary's house. wanted to go back home,but then family went out. so yup. stayed at gary house till like 12.30. went to take 969 to tampines. headed to the sports hall,watched zarf vs innebandy! woo. the match was exciting,the goals were great. and the airhooks amazing. (: victor joined us halfway through the match. went to long john to eat after the match at tampines mall. the rest of them headed to tampines one to walk around then study. while i went to find my family. they came and fetched me. headed down to compass point to make my contacts. bought new school shoes. haha. finally. my old pair torn like mad. lol. alright man,gotta get a new pair of asics tiger shoes soon! different designs as my current one. haha. went to some bedok hawker centre for dinner and headed home after that.

was really tired yesterday. i can fall asleep like anytime! today gotta be a rest and stay home day i guess. maybe go run with sirbest in the evening. see how first! haha. and try to catch up with my homework. haven't started yet lahhh. and hillsong concert is actually 25th july! haha. so cool man. still have like one more month to find resources to get tickets! :D and sorry to those who are using mozilla firefox! i know my blog is screwed up,if you are using firefox to see. internet explorers users should be fine. all in all,i am lazy to change anything. so yup! hope the school extends. cause next week i will be like taking my prelims one! like,super dead. yes,SUPER. ): this sunday 3-on-3 competition at tampines west! haha. and this saturday leauge match with nus saints. the must win match,if not we will be going down to div 2!!! let's try to fight something out of it mannn.

sometimes,i think,i dream and i even dreamt. couldn't be or could be? hmmm.

so much things,

2009-06-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

pulau ubin was really fun yesterday! i will post up some of the pictures later. haha. met up with jerome and gary at khatib mrt. headed down,we thought we were late already. but turn out that,we are the early ones! haha. met up with ivan,his girlfriend,glenden,nick and jianyi at city hall. went to macs for breakfast. haha. shaun,victor,mengchao,wanhao,jonathan and zhengquan came and find us while we were eating. saw the korea AYG's soccer team! wow. haha,super cool. they are staying at the swissotel! wahlau,super good. took train down to tanah merah. and from there,took 2 to changi village! (: our boat uncle super super crap! lol. but funny lahhh. reached there,rent the bicycles and headed down to chek jawa. some place that we will see the history. and there are boardwalks to open sea and also a 5 storey high watch tower. haha. the 5 storey fake one lah. higher than that. didn't went up. haha,scared of heights lah. we catched some crabs and prawns at some beach areas places. haha,super cool. anw,gary and glenden's bike snapped. and there's like a lot of bicycles parked at the chek jawa there,so they took other people's bike and continue on! haha. went to the spot we went last year and took photos! headed up to the quarry. at some high view place,just outside a route towards obs! the grass grew a lot longer. seems like nobody went to trim the grass. haha. took a few photos and we headed to the garden for the blinds. named cause the smell for the plants,so blind people can smell those plants scents. yeahhh. after that,changed and headed back to singapore! haha. took very long to decided where to go. in the end took 59 from the interchange at changi village and headed all the way to bishan. was indeed a long trip. haha,had dinner at s11. talked all the way till 10 and left for home. trained home with gary,jerome and shaun. haha. reached home at like 10 plus. SUPER TIRED WHEN REACH HOME. haha.

today. woke up at 7.30 when i supposed to meet naz at 8! my grandmother told me that she woke me up a lot of times,but i didn't hear anything! haha. two days in a row already! lol. but i still feeling tired! but no choice,game with merahans. chionged out and headed to the bus stop to meet naz. 969 down and luckily we were early. but turned out that,all 3 coaches couldn't come down for the match. but we couldn't blamed them for it. all had personal reasons. yup. so it's all down to ourselves against the currently second best team in the league and singapore. first period,played super good. trailing to them 1-0! second period was shit. trailing 6-0. third period was slightly better. final score,9-0. haha. no double digits finish. and i think we really did well! haha,enjoyed today's game a lot. ate at banquet after that with the usual few and headed back to watch pasirian vs spartans. took 969 home with huan after that. reached home at 3.15.

was supposed go for soccer! last minute cancel. lol. church tomorrow,before going for zarf and innebandy match! at night,should be going compass point to get new contact lens with parents. (: father's day tomorrow people. haha. you all should know what to do. hope school doesn't reopens in one week time. i am still not in the mood for exams or anything. really need that motivation to
start my homeworking and slowly revision. ahhh.

there are so much things that,i hope i can turn back the time,and try it all again.

addict.

2009-06-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

school trg was like wth. the coach just cameback from US,and got quaratine. scared of the H1N1 flu. so wth. okay,nvm. left halfway with jianyi to play tennis at the tennis court. haha,tired man. talk and slacked all the way till 5.45 like that. headed down to bukit merah for combined schools trg. total slack! lol. we played games throughout. quite bored but fun. wahlau,aidil airhook madness! haha. dad and mum came and fetched me after trg. (:

pulauuuuu ubinnnnnnn. YES! okay,the only headache left is next thursday hillsong concert. dang. seriously want go,but no tickets yet. crap man. really think it will be awesome! i believe whoever go,will for sure feel God's presence! and our almighty King! yeahhh. Dear God,please find a way for us to have the tickets! i know You would! Amen. :D and also no rain tomorrow! i got a news that maybe all of those who are still schooling should be happy. haha. don't say it first,cause not confirm yet! haha. yup. time to sleep,tiring yet fun day tomorrow! :D

it is tiring to just continue on like that.
some things are best that we just left alone.

surprise.

2009-06-18T10:44:00.003+08:00

alright,yesterday was study day. haha,wait did i even managed to successfully to sit down still to study for 1 hour! lol. answer is no. went to study with gary,mengchao and sharlyn yesterday at amk lib. went to eat amk macs for lunch. after we comeback,used the laptop till almost no batt! haha. i think i barely studied in total for at least a hour. okay,that sucks. tution was rather good. finally a change in topic! yes ahhh. graphs sucks bodoh. probability was still alright. dad and mum came and fetch me. and we had dinner at amk astons! woo. shiok. the food's good. amk astons is at a coffee shop further down from jubilee! yeah. i think if you notice carefully when you take mrt,sure will be able to see the name. haha. headed home after that.

can't wait for pulau ubin though. just now,when i woke up,i kind of saw dark clouds. and i freaking worried that tomorrow morning will be dark clouds. cause our plan for pulau ubin will be aborteddddddd! it sucks when the weather doesn't matches with your plan. dang. haha,let's pray that God will give us good weather for tomorrow! :D anw,i doubt i will be going tennis this week. since there's free trg in school for floorball,i need to really train on my basics. it is good man. i can slowly improve. think it's my basics of stickwork that has cause me to suck so much. so 5-6 hours of floorball trg today. let's see what install for the combined schools team tonight. haha. pulau ubinnnnn! mannn,now seems that the hillsong concert tickets have troubles to get it! who have friends in new creation church and can get tickets for meeeeee from your friends! ahhhh. alright,shall find things to eat. hungry lahhh.

let me see,i really need to see.

too late,isn't it?

2009-06-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

haha. today was alright. was late for school trg,woke up late. lucky the new coach was quite nice. she plays for pasirian orebro,div 1 seh. haha. but never heard of her name before. serkhee or serkee. haha. yup. but i think it is good that we got a qualified coach. and at least the discipline and basic trg will be required. her plans for the school seems to be interesting. shall look at how it goes by! anw,left school around 11.15 and headed to kfc to eat with gary,mengchao and victor. (: haha,eat and psp there all the way till 1.45-2 like that. zhengquan come over to collect his psp from victor. after that,gary and i headed home. while the rest went to play lan and study! lol. yuppp. anw,fighting spiders is getting nicer and nicer! serious. never miss a episode before. dang,it was good man. haha. can't wait for the next one.

alright,tomorrow going study with gary,mengchao for now. see whose interested to come. haha. tution at night. can't wait for thursday! 2-4 school trg with the new coach or tennis at 2-4. and combined schools trg at night! pulau ubin on friday. saturday match with merahans. and sunday,should be going to watch zarf vs innebandy. haha. see how it goes lah. just can't wait for next thursday! yeahhh. time to sleep! i am tired already. dang.

you are telling,hinting,signalling me,no?